Sunday, 26 June 2016

Genap tiga bulan tak single Lol

Seperti yang diketahui, i'm taken by my crush. Wohooo. Mcm happy kan? Erm, to be be honest, mmg pon ! Getting ur dream guyyy. So it has been three months. Alhamdulillah. But, seriously distance sucks. Kirenye sesape yg bleh tahan jauh2 ni terrer la. Sbb kekadang rase rindu sgt2. Pastu rse mcm jauh, perasaan jd lemah. So, mase tu aku fikir balik, xkanla bercinta kena selalu dekat kan. Ni kirenye diuji la ni love based on what kan. So time tu , kuatkan balik. Ingat sayang sbb ape  n perasaan ni bkn main2 semata2. I want him for the rest of my life. I want him now and then. I want him to be with me in future :') i like him for being so great in silent, i like him before and now. Knowing him, make me realize a lot of things. Die byk mnyedarkan akuu. One thing is about how to deal with someone in problem. Sometimes, kite xleh calmkan org by saying if i were you. I mean contohlaaaa, lau die ditimpa difficulties and difficulties yg dihadapi tu biase2 je but the person took it seriously and sedih yg amat. But then you comfort the person by saying benda tu petty je bla2. Rupenye such words making them even worse. Kecik ati probbly. Bfore this aku ingt if ckp mcm tu, making ppk stronger n positif. But then, lain jgk perspektif org.. ok tu satu. Byk lagii  cthnye psl rezeki. I told him yg i want to search for part time yg bg gaji lumayan + worth, kirenye nmpk mcm nk duit sgt kan hahaha. Mmg pon -,- pstu die pon pesan, jgn cari yg gji mahal je. Xkesahla byr brp janji halal. Dpt lebih tu rezeki memasing. Jgn trllu memilih. Huhu okayy awakk  byk jgkla terdeep smtimes. Ha lg satuu, die jenis yg soft spoken,sopan, baik ya ampun. So akuu plakk yg jnis totally different from him. Ak suka usik die, main2 kan die ,x xserious dgn die. Macam tu la akuu salunye.  siann die. Sian sgt.. janji xnk buat dahh  tp kkdang tu terbuat gk . Sbb trbiase dgn kawan2. He made me realize yg kawan dgn kekasih xleh dsamekan. Hati depa lain. Ni pon tgk lam cite #assalamualaikumcinta. Die mcm ckp galak2 dgn huby die n dpan nenek laki tuu.nampak tolol, tp hakikatnye org xsuka pon. Okayyy, so lepas2 ni ak kena behave. Kena fikir perasaan org. Jgn ingt sume benda org suka. Huhuhu.. sorry sebab byk kecilkan ati awk spnjg kite kenal. <3 i want to be a good girl  not only a good listener but a good responder for someone soft hearted like you. Huhu. Malu rase tolo sgt ni. Ramai org ckp, once we are together sian awk nnt kena buli. I wont make it happen. Xnak jd nakal. Nk jd sopan.. dah besar dah ,xleh act like kids anymore.. thanks sbb sedarkan benda yg ak xpernah perasan sebelum ni..
sincerely Miss LOL