Monday, 18 August 2014
LEGA !
Alhamdulillah sebab dpt post byk entri malam or pagi ni . rase lega dpt luah, yeay ! coz if luah kt sini, i hope that my friends out there especially kawan2 kat mrsm pc khususnyee Ety, Ss, Kubih , Jiji, Rina n warge blogger lain dpt up to date with my life. pfffffttt. mcm la ade org nk tau sgt kan my recent stories. but dats enough for today. Thanks kubisan atas desakan utk berblogging. sies rase lega dpt blogging. i miss blogging ! :* ok nak tido ke tak ni -___- #LAcoffee
sincerely Miss LOL
bukan aku sorang je diuji .
Biasenyee lau kite ade masalah, mesti kite akan sedihhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh gilerrrrrr22222 smpai rase mcm Allah uji aku je. org lain senang lenang je.. and macam2 la perasaan sampai kite rase nak give up hidup jee.. tp kite lupe bhwasanye Allah menguji seseorg bukan diluar kemampuan umatnye. and org yg diuji tu sbb Allah nk upgradekan iman kite. depends on how we deal with the Test.dgn redha n hadapi dgn tabah or sumpah seranah , hentak2 kaki n so on . huhu.. yer, sy penah rase sedih sbb byk sgt ujian menimpa... sampai laaaa satu mlm ni, my roomate yg slame ni mmg muke cam xde mslh lgsung mengadu mslh. selame ni sy tgk die hepy jee. salu citer psl die ng ayah die. bestnyee ade ayah. nak nangis pon ade lau die citer psl die buat ap ng ayah die.. hmm pastu die pandai lam pelajaran even jrg stay up mcm sy ni -__- byk laaa jugak bnda menarik dlm hidup die. hidup sy pon menarik jugak hehe tp thats not the crux of the matter right now. tp nak emphasize kan kt sni, kite jgn assume org yg luarannye hepy,die tak diuji. contohnye my roomate ni.. mlm tu die bukak mslh die kt sy.. well , i love to listen esp problems :) ok sambung2.. die citer satu mslh ni smpai kite rase ya allah tergamaknyeee org tu buat mcm tu.. xtkot dosa ke. xtkot nerake ke. mase rumet duk citer ni, mate die smpai berair.. die kate xtau da nk uat cane.. die dh berdoa dh, dh gitau org tu org ni tp no one can solve it. mmg pon. citer die tu xde org pon bleh solve mlainkan Allah bg hidayah kt org tu. hidayah milik Allah, kite xleh bg.. mcm citer nabi Muhammad ng abdul talib.. walau nabi dh pujuk shabis mungkin utk pak sdare die mengucap mse nk hmbuskan nafas trakhir but still he refuses to do so .. :') pastuu , mmg xtaula nk pujuk cane my roomate ni. so i told her "satu sbb aku suke dgr mslh org is ak akn kurang sedih n dpt pjuk hati ak sndiri yg sesedih mane pon aku, ade lagi org lain yg ujiannye lagi dasyat n still dpt survive. so ak hrp kau kuatlaa..doa biar die dpt hidayah .'' huhuhu sedih sgt tp roomate sy ni pon ckp btul tuu n mmg ad org lg dsyt ujian lau nk bbnding ng die.. tp to me, she is soo strongg sbb bleh idup lg. yes, ade kebenaran disebalik ayt al quran yg gitau, Allah xakan uji seseorg diluar kemampuan tu.. sesetgh org, die hny tau je quotes2 or meaning of al ayat al quran.. tp diorg tak cube mengesahkan kebenaran ayat2 tu dgn their real life.. hoho. ayat tunggang terbalik. taktaula smpi ke tak maksud, tp pokoknyeeee awak2 sekalian jgn beburuk sngke dgn Allah.jgn pernah sesekali kite rase Allah xsyg kite dgn bg ujian berat2.. there's always a little rain to get a rainbow ..n Allah uji tu sbb nk kite salu ingt kt die n bergantung kpdNya,, and yes, He wants us to muhasabah diri .. cari kslhn dirii sendiri instead of critisizing others.no need to burden yourself to overcare about ppl mistake. ye, nk care tu bleh tp jgn over smpi org rimas . zzzzz
sincerely Miss LOL
cari mood tapi tak jumpa :I
Bosannyeee malam ni.. xtau kenape. pdhl siang tadi, dah listkan nak buat ape malam ni.. i procrastinated a lot of assignments during exam week lps. sbb kelas tetap ade even exam. so sy lbih utamakan study for exam rather than finishing up my homework. so this week suppose to be the most hectic week coz i need to be prepared for lots of quizzes and submitting tutorials. but, everything was undone sbb mood study takde. tak taula puncenye kt mane, tp lepas balik satu talk kt dewan tu, rase sedih sgtt.. Talk psl ape ? talk ni psl requirement budak2 asasi khusus utk engineering saje. die bagitau requirement utk amik degree engine kene minimum B.B tu bkn B- tp B. gred B kt uia ni is 65.. so takdi academic advisor ni ajarlaa cane nak kire average B utk stiap core subject ; kimia,math and fizik .. kimia and math alhamdulillah ade can lg nak selamatkan.. tp fizik xlepas. mmg sedih laa.. sedihlaa sbb xpandai. nampak cam senang je kan requirement die, B je. tp tula sesal dahulu pndptan, sesal kmudian xbgune lg. So , hny ade due solution utk slesaikan.. satu, amik dgree selain drp enginnering.. Hummmm.. second one is, repeat subjek fizik utk baiki average tu.. lau repeat means, kena dtg bljr time short sem or tmbah subjek utk long sem. ya rabbi, sgt membebankan. So mase balik bilik tu, citerlaa kt rumet tercinte psl mslh ni .. mmg sedihla sbb ni psl mase depan. tgh fikir samade nk go on ng engineering or follow je what will happen soon .ade sorang kwn ni,die kate die redha je kene campak kt mane2 degree.. sorang lg ajak repeat . T.T actually xkesah pon mane2, tp takot silap uat kptutusan.. How i wish that i know what is Allah's plan bout my future so dat i wont be so worried . sampai tergendala nk buat math.. td mmg termenung jee. ckp kt rumet, nak nangis tp tkot rugi mase. hehehe. pastu rumet suh g turun minum air sejuk T.T sbb mmg lau xde mood bljr,sy pegi turun minum air gedegang.. dh ngaji quran dh sblum tu sbb mama salu pesan suh mngaji dlu bfore bljr. tp tadi mmg xde kesan langsung. blurr tahap ap dh.. mmg time tu fkir nak cakap kt kubis or ss ttg mslh ni. tp ase this blog will help. mmg stiap kli ade mslh, ase nk tulis kt blog tp salu tertangguh2 smpi xingt nk tulis. okey, tu je mlsh mlm ni sebenarnye.. Ss pesan, "bljr molek ,leave the rest to Allah.Allah xkn bagi yg xmolek utk kite".. thanks Ss.
sincerely Miss LOL
Sunday, 5 January 2014
Dear Hawaian????????????
Hawaian? Sape tu? hehe that means golongan Hawa.. xde dlm dictionary pon. saje gedik nak letak imbuhan.
Okay.. actually, xtau nak letak tajuk ape but I just wanna share my last conversation with my new friend ..
She's a girl, named Nad (bukan name sebenar) .. Kitorang kenal mase 2 Januari 2014.. chatting dlm fb gitu..
Not long after that, we become close.. and she asked few things to me..Mase duk chatting2 tu , die byklaa antar gambar die and so on. and she asked me to do the same. So, I sent a pic of me and Belong. gambar tu, i wore shawl, blous and long pants..
But then, she asked a few questions to me..
Ain xpanas ke pakai tudung labuh?
~ and then , I was wondering labuh sgt ke tudung aku ???????? To me, its not *labuh* yet. but at least, dah cukup syarat laa. xjarang, n tutup paras dada. Alhamdulillah if certain people can see it like that. sbb kt uia raaaamaii lg yg tdung labuh giler2.. My answer was, xpanas langsung ler.. panas amende nye. its comfortable la. Xdelaa susah nak gerak coz xperlu nak betulkan if pusing kiri kanan, sbb memang bentuk badan dah terlindung. if you get what i mean. kan ad certain people , sekjap tarik yg depan , skejap tarik yg blkg. :)
Ain mmg pki sejak dlu lg ke tudung labuh and etc ?
Erm. if she assume my style is labuh, so my answer was yes :)
Tak tringin ke pki jeans , tight pants?
=..= soalan die kelakar sbb die tny *xteringin ker*. alhamdulillah sbb xpernah terdetik nak pki tight pants lagi stkt ni.. jeans tu, pakai la ! bukannye salah pon pakai jeans kan? yg straight cut punyer hewhew.. Islam ni tak membebankan la.. Don't make it hard to implement.. *krik2
yela zaman skrg ni, sume org pki tight pants, die xleh tggl tight pant, nnt confidence level kurang..
Hurmm, xpki tight pants confidence level akn jd kurang? Well, i dont really know about that. Maybe depend on yourself kot.. confidence level xtrletak pd sluar yg kite pki -__- papela. i dont blame u :)
Nad mmg ad niat nak tutup aurat in right way but I found its hard to leave tight pants and pakaian *duniawi*
Emm, I asked her back . how did she found its hard? belum cuba belum tahu.. die pon kate okok.. To me, theres nothing that impossible if we dont try it first.. Contohnye, nak lupakan someone.. Memang susah pon, tp if we try and take time for that.. Its not that possible. cume makan mase jerh.. If niat kite mmg ikhlas nak berubah, In shaa Allah , Allah akn permudahkan :)
Conclusionnyer, carilah kawan yang baik. yang bagi pengaruh positif. coz i see that her friends before this pon outfits mcm die.. and alhamdulillah sgt, kwn2 sy sumeeeeee menutup aurat :') thanks for giving good influence to me. and to my new friend, its never late to change. Im here to support u. bukan support beli tudung labuh -_- tp support if people avoid u when u suddenly change :) adioz
sincerely Miss LOL
Okay.. actually, xtau nak letak tajuk ape but I just wanna share my last conversation with my new friend ..
She's a girl, named Nad (bukan name sebenar) .. Kitorang kenal mase 2 Januari 2014.. chatting dlm fb gitu..
Not long after that, we become close.. and she asked few things to me..Mase duk chatting2 tu , die byklaa antar gambar die and so on. and she asked me to do the same. So, I sent a pic of me and Belong. gambar tu, i wore shawl, blous and long pants..
But then, she asked a few questions to me..
Ain xpanas ke pakai tudung labuh?
~ and then , I was wondering labuh sgt ke tudung aku ???????? To me, its not *labuh* yet. but at least, dah cukup syarat laa. xjarang, n tutup paras dada. Alhamdulillah if certain people can see it like that. sbb kt uia raaaamaii lg yg tdung labuh giler2.. My answer was, xpanas langsung ler.. panas amende nye. its comfortable la. Xdelaa susah nak gerak coz xperlu nak betulkan if pusing kiri kanan, sbb memang bentuk badan dah terlindung. if you get what i mean. kan ad certain people , sekjap tarik yg depan , skejap tarik yg blkg. :)
Ain mmg pki sejak dlu lg ke tudung labuh and etc ?
Erm. if she assume my style is labuh, so my answer was yes :)
Tak tringin ke pki jeans , tight pants?
=..= soalan die kelakar sbb die tny *xteringin ker*. alhamdulillah sbb xpernah terdetik nak pki tight pants lagi stkt ni.. jeans tu, pakai la ! bukannye salah pon pakai jeans kan? yg straight cut punyer hewhew.. Islam ni tak membebankan la.. Don't make it hard to implement.. *krik2
yela zaman skrg ni, sume org pki tight pants, die xleh tggl tight pant, nnt confidence level kurang..
Hurmm, xpki tight pants confidence level akn jd kurang? Well, i dont really know about that. Maybe depend on yourself kot.. confidence level xtrletak pd sluar yg kite pki -__- papela. i dont blame u :)
Nad mmg ad niat nak tutup aurat in right way but I found its hard to leave tight pants and pakaian *duniawi*
Emm, I asked her back . how did she found its hard? belum cuba belum tahu.. die pon kate okok.. To me, theres nothing that impossible if we dont try it first.. Contohnye, nak lupakan someone.. Memang susah pon, tp if we try and take time for that.. Its not that possible. cume makan mase jerh.. If niat kite mmg ikhlas nak berubah, In shaa Allah , Allah akn permudahkan :)
Conclusionnyer, carilah kawan yang baik. yang bagi pengaruh positif. coz i see that her friends before this pon outfits mcm die.. and alhamdulillah sgt, kwn2 sy sumeeeeee menutup aurat :') thanks for giving good influence to me. and to my new friend, its never late to change. Im here to support u. bukan support beli tudung labuh -_- tp support if people avoid u when u suddenly change :) adioz
Saturday, 4 January 2014
the STORY of cats
The story was mainly about three cats, two female cats and a male cat.
the male cat, named Tommy was having affair with the first female cat named Mothy.They were both sweet couple and got a very strong relay, and hoping it would everlasts..
But, after some years Tommy met the second female cat, named Kitty. Kitty was a really friendly one and maybe Tommy misunderstood her friendliness, suddenly both of them bumped into each other although they both knew that it was wrong cos Tommy had Mothy. LOL ..Wait a second, Tommy could fall with Kitty as he was frustrated after knowing that Mothy had a scandal with other stray cat..and that was then, he met Kitty..so, was it Kitty's fault? It's Mothy fault for not taking a good care to her belongings :P After the sweet days passed by, suddenly there was a thunderstorm boomed over Kitty where Tommy and Mothy got back together. Pity Kitty, she became heartless, lifeless , loveless and weightless. It was almost a month, but Kitty finally managed to muster herself to continue her life without Tommy.. She was enjoying her loveless life... But, idk why God still fulfilled her unwanted pray by sending Tommy back to her. Tommy, meowing back to her after all this while.. he told that Mothy is no longer with him.. What do you expect about Kitty? hey, husnuzon. Its not dat easy for Kitty to accept Tommy back.But, Kitty was too naive and forgive Tommy's bad attitude towards her. And they live happily ever AF.......... I was hoping that Kitty can be with Tommy till the end.. but, noo ! the angry Mothy caught both of them and accused Kitty as the main cause of their break-up. Even, Tommy kept telling that he didnt withstand with Mothy, who had a really huge bad tempered ethics. can i say ethics? Mood maybe? Mothy, didnt care. She kept blaming Kitty, Tommy for flirting all this while .. She didnt even ponder for a while wondering her own fault.. How poor Kitty, she had to lose Tommy once again. But, Tommy didnt want to lose Kitty.. He promised to stay with Kitty.. Meanwhile, Mothy had coaxed, persuaded Kitty to go away, stay away, vanish from their life. thinking that Tommy would accept him straight away, Huh ?? as i told before, Kitty is not the main cause. eversince Kitty had gone, Tommy still couldnt accept Mothy ( idk exactly haih but im hoping that Tommy would remain loving Kitty although they couldnt be together.. Love doesnt mean together right? LOL . but, Tommy and Kitty couldnt solve this matter as Mothy only want Tommy, and she wants Kitty to vanish. Haih.its not dat easy for Kitty to forget her prince charming. But, Kitty was really pity with Mothy. She felt guilty whether to move on ONCE again or stay with Tommy.. Hardly coax Mothy to stop hoping or moving on, coz she isss tooo stubborn .. *sigh. luckily, both of female cats didnt scratch among themselves as only Mothy who was the angry one, while Kitty is calm.. She didnt want the poor Tommy, to be with other cats except her. Poor Tommy... ~ to be continued plis dont ask me futher about this story.
maturity phase maybe?
Assalamualaikum evelybody... i hope its not toooo late to share about my last year's problem that continued until today.. yeah! ape lg mslh sy slain drp mslh jerawat !! I tstarted when i began my short sem which was at 14/11/2013 mybe.. yup ! maal hijrah time tu... awal2 oke lgi.. when suddenly i found out physics was difficult. well actually xsepayah math. maaflaa kpd readers yg find out those subjects were as easy as abc, but to me I cant really carry on with them. Hurmm. + on that particular sem, i faced a problem.. A ? theres a guy, well someone's boyfriend maybe that i bumped intoo.. well, i know it sounded mcm perampas kan? erghhhh... iyea sounds cruel but. imma not the one that bumped. we both bumped.. sigh*.. at the same time, his gf also got probs and kununnye hbungan dah dihujung tanduklaa kan?????? i thought so but suddenly hancur musnah.. lain kli please dont give hope to me, if u dont exactly know the ending part. they manage to fix everything back to normal.. Soo.. do u know what i felt at that moment? when a person that we like, asked us to wait, but all of sudden ask us to move on? okay bai..then we lost contact for a month gittew.. memang muke iolls teruk tahap ape.but dont worry, i was fine :) xsuke sedih lelame pade benda yg xleh diundur balik.So, bhagia hidupppppppppppp.. i just concetrated on physics and muke yg bmslh ni.. byk giler produk gune. tukar itu tukar ini..
~SAFI MENTIMONNNNNNNNN (rm7.90)
yer sy akui rmai yg gune kate makin elokkan? so sbb tulaa sy try mende alah ni.siap beli toner+pelembap bagai. tp muke makin teruk..i thought it was just the beginning. but no !!!! xlangsung.. hergh... pastu break 2minggu xpki cuci muke,cuci dgn kulit rambai jer. tp muke constant jer.. tetap mcm buah delima.. merah merekah gitu.bkn bibir okay? hahaha
~SABUN BERAS (rm5.00 for 2 ketul)
hahaha.. yg ni cik ety yg pki.sooo disbabkan pengenn bangat jelita kayakk ety, putih halus mulus gittew.sumber dr review2 pon kate ok.. so pakailaa kite.. oh not forget, mlm2 sy pki mundisari+air mawar. mustika ratu wey ~!! !! (mundisari rm 4.40 , air mawar rm3.40 ) die tu mcm kulit rambai laa tp wangi lg. ni kwn yg suggest, based on her experience wearing that stuffs, sabun beras ni i think okelaa. xincrease jrwt. tapi xbg effect langsung !!!!! hangenlaaa hambe nye.. i want something that give effect.kononnye thun baru wajah baru ! nak jgk merasa jd kulit licin neyhhh.. sedih ar.. dhla org xbkenan kt kite, lpas xbkenan he caused a lot of acnes. sigh* ahhh xlupe jgk, beli krim organic aid lepas rina pomote dpt ilang parut (rm14.90 ) gilerrr2.... sume krane nk kikis jrwt.dhla xdpt elaung !
~NOUR AIN SKINCARE (rm 48 + rm 25)
yg ni amalina pki. lau tgk muke die, yeah mmg good effect laa. seriously berkesan. so i tryyy again. melabur almost hundred dis time coz i remembered what she said "benda mahal lar jadi" hoho.. fine, slame ni i nak murahh je n nk cpat comel. cehh. btw, i used dis product on 28/12/2013 which was my birthday hekhek.. xde kaitan tp ingtlaa tarikh so that bleh tgk bfore after. hihi.. so far this product tlh cure kan my acne. tggl parut je wey !!! tp parut tu byk laa wey.. sedih wey.. dhla lmbt nk hilang erghhhh... parut merah ade hitam ade. sume ade. xcumel lg laaa :'( nnt nk bli bedak nk tutup kehudosan ini. xpenah lg pki bedak kt muke sbb takot tampung. phm x tampung tu ape. huhu.. haaa, produk ni ade 4 bende which are toner, soap, night cream and day cream. night cream die kecik giler wey.. almaklumlaaaa set trial pny hurmmmm.. xde pitih nk bli yg besar. beratus2 lg laaa gamaknye. :'( friends plis pray for my recovery..
p/s : a bless add up in my life when that guy returns to me after all time waiting LOL .. a never-happen miracle right? :p syukur2 .. but tak semudah itu, i had to shoulder some other challenges which was explaining to his ex. ok bai. cant tell everything coz it is too privacy :)
sincerely Miss LOL
MAIN CAUSE
yer sy akui rmai yg gune kate makin elokkan? so sbb tulaa sy try mende alah ni.siap beli toner+pelembap bagai. tp muke makin teruk..i thought it was just the beginning. but no !!!! xlangsung.. hergh... pastu break 2minggu xpki cuci muke,cuci dgn kulit rambai jer. tp muke constant jer.. tetap mcm buah delima.. merah merekah gitu.bkn bibir okay? hahaha
~SABUN BERAS (rm5.00 for 2 ketul)
hahaha.. yg ni cik ety yg pki.sooo disbabkan pengenn bangat jelita kayakk ety, putih halus mulus gittew.sumber dr review2 pon kate ok.. so pakailaa kite.. oh not forget, mlm2 sy pki mundisari+air mawar. mustika ratu wey ~!! !! (mundisari rm 4.40 , air mawar rm3.40 ) die tu mcm kulit rambai laa tp wangi lg. ni kwn yg suggest, based on her experience wearing that stuffs, sabun beras ni i think okelaa. xincrease jrwt. tapi xbg effect langsung !!!!! hangenlaaa hambe nye.. i want something that give effect.kononnye thun baru wajah baru ! nak jgk merasa jd kulit licin neyhhh.. sedih ar.. dhla org xbkenan kt kite, lpas xbkenan he caused a lot of acnes. sigh* ahhh xlupe jgk, beli krim organic aid lepas rina pomote dpt ilang parut (rm14.90 ) gilerrr2.... sume krane nk kikis jrwt.dhla xdpt elaung !
~NOUR AIN SKINCARE (rm 48 + rm 25)
yg ni amalina pki. lau tgk muke die, yeah mmg good effect laa. seriously berkesan. so i tryyy again. melabur almost hundred dis time coz i remembered what she said "benda mahal lar jadi" hoho.. fine, slame ni i nak murahh je n nk cpat comel. cehh. btw, i used dis product on 28/12/2013 which was my birthday hekhek.. xde kaitan tp ingtlaa tarikh so that bleh tgk bfore after. hihi.. so far this product tlh cure kan my acne. tggl parut je wey !!! tp parut tu byk laa wey.. sedih wey.. dhla lmbt nk hilang erghhhh... parut merah ade hitam ade. sume ade. xcumel lg laaa :'( nnt nk bli bedak nk tutup kehudosan ini. xpenah lg pki bedak kt muke sbb takot tampung. phm x tampung tu ape. huhu.. haaa, produk ni ade 4 bende which are toner, soap, night cream and day cream. night cream die kecik giler wey.. almaklumlaaaa set trial pny hurmmmm.. xde pitih nk bli yg besar. beratus2 lg laaa gamaknye. :'( friends plis pray for my recovery..
p/s : a bless add up in my life when that guy returns to me after all time waiting LOL .. a never-happen miracle right? :p syukur2 .. but tak semudah itu, i had to shoulder some other challenges which was explaining to his ex. ok bai. cant tell everything coz it is too privacy :)
Sunday, 27 October 2013
feeling over humble , over low confidence
Assalamualaikum.Long time not typing rite ?
Malam ni xngantok laa..Sebab lpas maghrib td eden tido je keje.. Actually, hari ni hri mengantok sedunia buat diriku.. ptg td naik kete pon, tido je memanjang. Bukak2 mate, dah pon dlm pgr rumah =..=
So, i decided to jot down somthing here.. Just now, I was stalking a girl.. A girl that means so much to me. :) Erm, I minat abang die. =..= such a bad statement. hihi. ok omit that statement. eley,, mcmla korang xde suke kt sesape :/ down make me feel down for having such not-important feeling..
Emm, this girl is just 15 years old. baru abes PMR.. tapi tapi............ reti serba serbi. yg penting reti memasak ! bkn memasak biase2. tgk kt insta die.. perghh.. habis lauk die masak.. n die je the only girl in her family. ade 2 abang. n xde dah.. :3 rase mcm xlyak je nk suke abg die. XLAYAK NAK MENYUKAI SESAPE !so sy yg berUSIA 18 thun ni brase agak n sgt malu , rendah diri teramat coz sy xspakar itu. x sepkr ANIS FAKHIRA yg reti masak mcm2. reti baking mcm ETY. huhu.. and ade rume sy kt UIA ni minat baking. die uat kek red velvet laaa, brownies la, cupcakes laa, macaron la.. spagetti pasta n mostly baking things. See? Im soo loowwww rite now. =..= i got nothing special for people to like me. so rite now, mmg nobody like me kottt..
Next.. I got insta.. so i sometimes post my pic. often not a "me only" pic lar. coz i feel shy wif myself.. n sometimes jgk, i feel like want to delete da account. rase mcm "eeii aku ni prasan lar.. duk tayang muke mcm ape ntah.. sooo kdg2, gmbr whats up, gmbr wechat, i changed them to other things' pic . sbb ase mcm org pon sebal tgk muke ni.. hurm. kkdg, prasaan rendah diri ni mlmpau.myusahkn idup.. when i was form1-form3 , prasaan ni kuat giler, smpi i rarely talk in front coz i have no confidence at all.. tp mase naik pc, naik laa jgk confidence tu coz i got true friends that always support me :') :*
Moving forward.. I am kid. not becos of Im short, but my mind. I dont think like adult. sometimes, I think of having fun in all days. not like others, the had set up their goals, their future, their et cetera... but me? i seldom think futher about my life. i just focus on the present. Sometimes, I feel awkward when my friends talk/discuss about their upcoming plan.. where to work,where to stay,how to ek how to erk. haih. I just hope that I could be more serious in my life n think maturedly. See? rite now, i realise that im writing my weakness. huhu.. lot of weakness..
ok,done.. more updates would be uploaded later.............. :)
sincerely Miss LOL
Malam ni xngantok laa..Sebab lpas maghrib td eden tido je keje.. Actually, hari ni hri mengantok sedunia buat diriku.. ptg td naik kete pon, tido je memanjang. Bukak2 mate, dah pon dlm pgr rumah =..=
So, i decided to jot down somthing here.. Just now, I was stalking a girl.. A girl that means so much to me. :) Erm, I minat abang die. =..= such a bad statement. hihi. ok omit that statement. eley,, mcmla korang xde suke kt sesape :/ down make me feel down for having such not-important feeling..
Emm, this girl is just 15 years old. baru abes PMR.. tapi tapi............ reti serba serbi. yg penting reti memasak ! bkn memasak biase2. tgk kt insta die.. perghh.. habis lauk die masak.. n die je the only girl in her family. ade 2 abang. n xde dah.. :3 rase mcm xlyak je nk suke abg die. XLAYAK NAK MENYUKAI SESAPE !so sy yg berUSIA 18 thun ni brase agak n sgt malu , rendah diri teramat coz sy xspakar itu. x sepkr ANIS FAKHIRA yg reti masak mcm2. reti baking mcm ETY. huhu.. and ade rume sy kt UIA ni minat baking. die uat kek red velvet laaa, brownies la, cupcakes laa, macaron la.. spagetti pasta n mostly baking things. See? Im soo loowwww rite now. =..= i got nothing special for people to like me. so rite now, mmg nobody like me kottt..
Next.. I got insta.. so i sometimes post my pic. often not a "me only" pic lar. coz i feel shy wif myself.. n sometimes jgk, i feel like want to delete da account. rase mcm "eeii aku ni prasan lar.. duk tayang muke mcm ape ntah.. sooo kdg2, gmbr whats up, gmbr wechat, i changed them to other things' pic . sbb ase mcm org pon sebal tgk muke ni.. hurm. kkdg, prasaan rendah diri ni mlmpau.myusahkn idup.. when i was form1-form3 , prasaan ni kuat giler, smpi i rarely talk in front coz i have no confidence at all.. tp mase naik pc, naik laa jgk confidence tu coz i got true friends that always support me :') :*
Moving forward.. I am kid. not becos of Im short, but my mind. I dont think like adult. sometimes, I think of having fun in all days. not like others, the had set up their goals, their future, their et cetera... but me? i seldom think futher about my life. i just focus on the present. Sometimes, I feel awkward when my friends talk/discuss about their upcoming plan.. where to work,where to stay,how to ek how to erk. haih. I just hope that I could be more serious in my life n think maturedly. See? rite now, i realise that im writing my weakness. huhu.. lot of weakness..
ok,done.. more updates would be uploaded later.............. :)
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