*feeling useless* *sorrow mood* *tedious* *boring*

At this moment,I could not bear this tons of same feeling anymore..
Although it is the same feeling,but when I gathered it*,it becomes tons.
*understand? :/
please dun stop reading although I'm gonna talk rubbish stuff today..
I need to share my mood :/



I get up early in the morning everyday to shake hand with my mum before she went to office,
tidying up her room (that is only thing I can do to help her)
or if I wake up late, I see that nobody,nobody at downstairs level.
everyone has gone to school and office.
I want to apply a part time at bakery near my house,but my mum doesn't allow me coz it is hot nowadays.
So, I spend most of my time day and night just in my room..wandering and decorating 
watching television?not interested at all..cooking? when my grandma had gone to heaven,that spirit had invisible( hehe,related or not*? )
..reading newspapers?seldom.
I rather sitting in front of lappy.waiting for nothing..
my lil brother would come upstairs inviting me to have lunch...
and after that he would busy himself playing with ps2.. -_-
at night, I am not alone anymore.I got my family back..hoho..
but night-time is just a short spend coz they need to sleep early for the next days..
I would sleep early if I got nothing to read,no one to chat,nobody to give opinions.
My phones? I feel like I want to throw them !
My bestfriend (P) keeps texting me all days,not once a day,maybe five a day..
(he never get bored with me) :D
I don't have a mood or even a credit to fill up his days like old days.
I am lazy to text right now,even to open the messages..

(keep repeating the same chores almost 3 months) *gone insane..

Right now,at the top of my home ( my room is on the upstair)
it is the only place that I stucked..
although people sees the huge figure from outside, but inside it, I feel the emptyness the narrowness..
coz,although it is big or a lot,if we are alone, it would be worthless.
all my sisters n brother study in a boarding school.
they only come home during holidays..
how I wish the time to fly fast so that the holiday could reach immediately.
miss thier laugh,their routines that always cheer me up though sometimes I even can't on9 when the returned home !
although right now I am holidaying(long one)*,holidaying alone is BORESOME lot n lot !
I need to do something,meeting people so that I could talk as much as I do before.
laughing with people ,seeing happy or sad mood by other..
I AM ALONE.

frankly speaking, I don't like to be alone,
not telling you dat I hate to be single,(never get in that relay anymore)
alone that I mean right now is alone in my home..
No, I am grateful already for letting me to breath in and out all the days dat had passed ,
but my days were blank .. I did nothing worth either to me or to my family...
I don't know what to do..
the scorching sun prevents me to do energetic outdoor such as cycling,walking,playing outside ALONE..
those the acnes and ulcers that visit me never cheer me up even I don't invite them !
facing them rite now !
to be sincere, if I could, I would always try to hide myself from the scorching sun..hehe..
(she don't like the lights sang by JB~) 

Now, I am sitting right in front of a long table with the laptop placed on it..
and a standing fan at my side and the ceiling fan on the ceiling *of course..
sweltering everyday in my room coz my house is right on the roadside.
typing my tedious days that I had been through on my blogs..
commenting happily (alone again) in the blog n fb :p
reminscing my memories with you guys through facebook..
liking the quotes that appear at home that suit  with my life..
If my best friends still appear off,I would lay on my bed ..
reading stack of novels borrowed from my cubemate..
or sleeping while waiting them to online..

 I REALLY WISH THAT I COULD DO VARIOUS NEW THINGS WITH MY SIBLINGS AND MY FRIENDS.I SELDOM ALONE COZ I LOVE MINGLING WITH PEOPLE :D

p/s :actually,I was waiting for a postman (fast delivery) who called me early in the morning asking the location of my house.. I won a blog contest recently n I got two presents (a dress and a novel)
suddenly,I heard a pon pon*.I ran hurriedly to get the man.Now,the presents are right beside me..

the dress doesn't look like a dress at all
although it is pink,but the flower designed on it were -_-
short sleeve
over fitted(tried just now)
small to me mybe.
(dislike!)
the novel?
Mr Cupcakes..
sounds interesting.
ok bsyukur2x :p

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sincerely Miss LOL

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27 Mac - 29 Mac 2013

27 March 2013..

True story about the holidays..
Billy (my youngest sister) entered my lovely bedroom and approached us ( me , Mia n Betty) who were keeping ourself busy with social network as usual......

BILLY: Ain,Mia,Betty .. Mama suruh packing sekarang.. Lepas Maghrib nak bertolak terus ke Cameron Highlands..

Ok,time tu dah masuk MAHGRIB.. Kami xprepare pape pon.. Lau my dad,if die kate lepas Mahgrib ..
mmg die dah ats kete lepas Maghrib tu.. (coz my mum yg packed barang2 die..hoho..*sweet x? :p )
Mia n Betty, spt biase n xpenah berubah sejak azali,paid no heed n main je keje.So,me as the oldest sister cari luggage la n potpet cakap kt diorang suh stop la coz nnt lewat,mmg kami ber 3 lar yg kena eventhough diorang berdua yg snail pace nyer.. Grr.. still.. xgerak jugak.. So, I finished packing for myself n waned to take bath.. I reminded them to bring sweater,towel,tootbrush.. *benda2x yg selalu diorang lupe nak bawak.
Alhamdulillah,lepas dgr mcm byk mnde kena cari so,diorang pon laju la skit kan? Ade jugak yg nak mandi rupenyer.. geram ni geram.. Mase tunggu diorang kemas barang tu, I tidy up the room so that when we returned,boleh terus landing..hoho..
p/s : siap pomot kt fb lg nak g Kemerong -_- Maknenye,mlm rabu tu kami kt Guwe Musey.Petang Khamis baru smpai Cameron.. hoho

US !
HOLIDEYYYY !

Lepas Maghrib,kami bertolak dengan excited nyer.. Alhamdulillah,kali ni xkena membebel coz lambat coz *dah serik.. xsuke kena membebel tau x.. So, lebih baik I mmbebel kat diorang dlu utk cpat siap rather than kena potpet oleh our dad.. :p. ok finished.. On the car, we slept...Zzzzzzzzzzzz

bertolak kul 8.30 malam n sempat berhenti makan dulu b4 futher ke Kemerong tuh !

12.30 a.m later.....

PAPA : bangun sume bangun sume ! kite sampai dah !

My dad opened the car door for us as a hint for us to immediate lift the stuffs out from the boot n slept in the place.. What place? I dunno .. Sangat gelap n ngantuk derr..

ME : Mia,betul ke kite dah kat Kemerong nih? Bakpe xsejuk eh? Ke panas kat Kemerong leni?
that was my first question when I went out from the car..

MIA: yolo jugak.. xtaulah.. Kemerong doh kot..

Masuk dalam Inn tu.. ikutla ape mende.. Kami kaget..Kaget bakpe?

ME:  Mia,xbawak ke kain sembahyang ?

MIA : Dok ! Betty bawak dok kain mayang?

BETTY: DOK !!!!!!!!!!!! !@@#$%

kena ngepek sebab xbawak bende yang paling penting sekali tuh ! esok mmg kena cari kan sembahyang.pinjam kain smayang our mum.hoho
*yeay! dpt kain smbhyg baru -_-

PAPA : Billy,tau x kite kat mane? *nada manje kpd anak ksygn dier..

BILLY: Gua Musang tau doh..

ME,MIA,BETTY :??????????????????????????????? *rupenyer2 pagi esok (Khamis,my dad ade meeting dlu .petang tu baru ke Kemerong..

27 :)

Ha tuh tempat nyer :')
fOX cAVES !

Malas nak citer pnjg sal Fox Caves nih.. dari pagi smpai petang tunggu ayah habis meeting,xtau nak round kat ne ! Panas giler2x kt Gue nih..So,ayah suh gi pasar besar die..tp kami xjumpe pon pasar..So,gi cari kaen sembhyg jek.. N my mum bawak gi Cosway.. byk my mum borong..Hehe tempat paling sejuk.. kami ber 3 masuk dlm fitting room n Billy dan Ahmad duk main kejar2x kat luar.. ikut depa la..

Me n dearest Betty aka Botet.
sejuknye dlm fitting room.satu2nye tmpt sejuk kt Guwe Musey

Sukenyer duk dlm fitting room <3

Sampai Kemerong,tutup aircond bukak tingkap .. sy je lebih2x ngange mulut nak makan angin Cameron..sejuk sangat..rase *halus je pipi ni kena angin..hoho.. Hirup udara,tengok kenyamanan n angan2x duk jalan2x ng pujaan hati nnt.. Nnt* coz xde lg..wah3x. xde pon buleh jugak nk syok2x. -_- tgk pemndangan yg indah nian.. Best sejuk mate.. tgk bukit2x n so on.. ;')

ikut kakak nganga makan angin..
*tgk..sume xnak ngange.. *kakak gorm !
on the car..

Mula2x check in kat Roses n Pines Hotel n jalan2x ke food court tmpt biase kami makan.. Cameron ni,dh byk kali dah kami pergi coz dekat je..then plan nak gi Pasar Malam Brinchang..tau x? pasar malam yg terbesar kt Kemerong..hek3.. my father pronounced Cameron as Kambengrong* -_-..

Ok,xtau nak pose cane.
tgk cam or x?
hehe.. So,we reached Brinchang night MARKET..

Last2x,only me, Ahmad, Billy n my Mum yg jalan2x cari makan kt sini coz Mia n Betty follow my dad balik hotel..die xlaratla nak jalan kt sini.. sebab kan kena daki bukit..Pasar ni area tinggi.My dad letih kot..die lpas meeting n drive ke Kemerong.. So, beli KimChan goreng,cendawan goreng ,straweberry utk mkn malam ni n nasi lemak for my dad..xlupe jugak our feveret strawberry with chocolate !

ROSA PASADENA..
hotel pling mewah kot kt Brinchang..
xmampu kami..hotel murah je..
not our hotel k?

ni bantal

 p/s : other stuff, my mum borong 4 umbrella comel,wrne transparent,purple and pink-2,pink hat..
die beli bantal kecik yg comel muke ladybird n bees <3 like 1000x

Marshmellow or Strawbelly?

Hehe.. <3

29 Mac 2013 ,last day..

plan nak gi Tanah Rata,Smoke House,Cameron Lavender,Kea Farm n tempat2x yg nmpak menarik tp xtau name..hehe.. kire2x kul 3 nak balik coz ingt petang or mlm mase smpai Kelantan ,nk balik Pasir Mas as usual...*Lau boleh,nk gi ladang2,bee farm n byk lg la..masuk time tunnel ke..tp sume xsempat ! hehe. xpelaa..

1) TANAH RATA..

xde pape pon.. xbest ! byk xbukak lagi n maybe xde tmpat menarik dah kot.My mum gi bank jer n kami snap2x jelah..

Mum: Mia,amek gmbr bgunan ni..bgunan ni comey
Mia:as u wish mum.
Me: joined
adik2ku : -_- si sepet

Amad Billy..
tgk Ain..
xtakut pon kt burung..lalala
jom ikut burung merpati..

Posing kononnye duk oversea la plak..
nape budak2 ni pakat menyenget ?

2) SMOKE HOUSE

just a short break

Mia,cepat snap !
kete dh nak gerak tu !
hehe..fast snap !

3) ni name ape Cameron Valley ke Ety ?

ni duk dlm tempat tu.
banyak bunga kaktus n so on.. hoho

4)CAMERON LAVENDER

Saye suke lebender.

Snap2x kat bahagian entrance pon jadila.. byran masuk utk dewase rm5,kanak rm3..

lawak Ahmad,die mintak nak masuk .. "Mumy,kanak2 2 orang nak masuk jugak,Ahmad ng Billy"..

 :P wekk,Amad xleh masuk..Amad bukan reti tgk bunge pom :p *dlm hati..

Ni pon kawasan Lavender gak..
Amad ni asyik pejam mate je keje.

inside the Cameron Lavender from far.
lavender banyak colour rupenyer.

byk betul signboard CL nim.
Amad ! ape yg hang buat lg? -_-

area pagar Cameron Lavender
cantiknye Mak aku..
aku jugak yg pelik skali -_-
xpela,asal diriku bahagia <3

5) KEA FARM

Kat Kea Farm ni,tempat kami paling kuat memborong..but not me la.. Sy xsmpat nak borong sbb ape yg sy nak actually sbb comel n xleh pki kot nnt duk Kelantan mcm topi Hello kitty yg tutup telinga n bnde ala2 headphone..

Kea Farm..
Ahmad.. asal la budak ni.. hehe..ngantok kot..

Nilah !!
comel x !
comel giler2x !

telinga Mickey Mouse combine nga ala2x headphone tu..yg org pakai time sejuk.. -_-

yg ni tambah dgn yg bawah..combination trus..

tp xbeli..huhu..coz my mum kate nnt xpakai jugk..

"Ain nak pki biler lau beli?"

"KbMall xleh ke Ma?

"Nanti ore tgk pelik plok"

"Ain,pkai b4 tidolah seney2x :p (Mia nyibokk!)

Love Cameron Highlands coz sayur2x n buah2x die fresh2x.beli orange,cabbange,kim chan,carrot,kacang pis,buncis,lobak,ubi stello,jagung (balik rebus) n mcm2 laaa lg..sbb mak nak bg kat jiran2x ,kwan2x, n atuk kat Pasir Mas.. beli rose tea,strawberry tea,strawberry jelly,strawberry lollipop... Sumenyer food.. beratnye angkt jagung..hoho *gigih nih..Pape pon mmg best ! tp kt Kea Farm ni,matahari naik tnggi kot maklumlah tengah hari dah..sedapnye Kim Chan goreng n cendawan goreng <3 rindu plak..pernah mkn x ?

Betty n Mia beli gelang warne warni..I xbeli pape pon :p hampeh !

Adoi..disikunye kakak die..
xla lakonan semate2x.

p/s : soooooo sorry for this nonsense entry cam bajet aku je yg pergi Cameron.Well,saje2x je sebenar..berkongsi keriangan kt sane..huhu..jgn kutuk I ek? yelaa..taula korang dah penah merase salji..Coming soon dear Cameron <3
I stkat Cameron je lau tmpat sejuk..sobs.. :'( 
sedapnye mkn strawbelly fresh dgn aiskrim vanilla kt rumah n mkn bubur jagung home-made..*heaven..

Last but not least.I rasmi my mum punyer payung..lalalala
kali ni kakak die plak pejam mate.lalala

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sincerely Miss LOL

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TERIMA KASIH KERANA MENAMBAH ^_^

common sentences that used in facebook when people added you ,right?

hari ni bukan nak bersuke rie,bukan nak memuji bukan nak meriak n bukan nak belagak n so on..

malam ni nak marah ... nak geram.. nak cubit2x.. yelaaa.. nada marah*

bukan marah ape.Wey aku tak habis citee lg korang dah pkir 

 "sape add die?

"ape yg die buat kt Ain?"

NO LAAAAAAAAAA IT'S NOT RELATED TO FB..

NI PASAL

  JERAWAT,WHITE N BLACK HEAD!

Don't try this anywhere..
nnt kau jugak yg merana

So,ayat diatas ni nak credits sgt kt dear Blackhead,Whitehead and Jerawat..Kau buat aku makin suke tgk cermin dekat2x sekarang ni.. Suke sengih2x aku tengok kau bercambah dari hari ke hari even aku xkasi baja or siram kau..Kau xbyr pon cukai lau aku mintak..suke ati kau je nak menapak kat muke aku ni..

Lau aku cubit,kau tggl kesan..Lau aku picit,kau degil jugak..Kau saje bikin aku panas dgn letak footprint kau  ek? xde org nak follow kau eh..Even kau letak fooprint pon.No one love you ..gi main jauh2x lar pliss..

ok lau aku nak membebel pasal cendawan2 ni mmg rugi mase je kan?sobs.. makin hari makin btambah kau ek.Aku syg muke aku tau..Sape xsyg muke die angkt tgn ! Tp, msti muke aku merajuk ni lpas kau tumbuh.

die rase diri die makin buruk .die ingt aku xjage..

Mirror oh Mirror.
Kau selalu bg aku kesedaran spy xperasan comel
mmg aku xcomel pon.
thanks to Miss J yg huduh.

talking about acne, my first acne was on my nose..Exactly on my nose when I was in Standard 6

mase tu nk dkat UPSR kot.. n I still remembered mt Science teacher,cikgu Azuar.slalu kutuk my nose n kate I was a clown.. :'( That was not a credit.tu penghinaan..hek3x..

So,mase form 1 comel lg -_- *xde gpo lg la..

tp naik form 2, bersepah Mr J ni naik.. giler aku malu kot !!!! malu giler. aku yg paling teruk dlm kelas aku..Demn..malu3x.. Mase tu,aku rase down..Siyes aq xsuke,aku xsuke jalan2x kuar mktb aku malu jumpa cikgu,aku malu dgn sume laki n kwn2x.. hmm. malu sbb org tgk jerawat aku..Yupt,xterkecuali yg terpikat dgn jerawat aku smpai ad yg mention aku n tny sal jerawat aku ni..Demn.. benci duk situ.. rase mcm terpencil... Rupe tu ibarat utmost priority..So, my journey at PT does not go very well.I dun like so much.

My confidence jatuh sgt la tergolek2x sampai ke bawah.. rase mcm cikgu pon xsuke sbb muke aku..

*overnyer aku..sape yg tau tu mmg phm la ap yg aku rase..Tp,alhamdulillah makin aku membesar makin stabil hormon aku.So, menginjak form5 ke form 4 muke dah ok skit..skit jela.. coz sekarang ni mcm ad contest antra JERAWAT,BLACKHEAD AND WHITEHEAD plak. diorang ni berebut2x nak naik.. giler.

suke aku tgk diorang nak join contest yg aku x organize.. *nada sinis..

ACNE.
you always ruin me n my friends mood !
damn..
time PMS lagila kau mgganas kt muke aku.

jom tgk sape menang ea? nk tgk kau dpt ape.. *benci sep mg..
contoh contest skrg ni.. 
1# skang ni area hidung. jrwat kt tgh2 batang hidung,whitehead duk bwh hidung,blackhead duk ats hidung.. motif nye,berebut nak masuk dlm lobang hidong aku..entah ape yg ade.aku xpsg lampu kan.So,korang curious nak masukla kang.masukla masuk :p

Jerawat pergilah tumboh kat pokok2x nuh.. aku xsuke kau sangat2x.. xtahan sgt2x. Dahla aku xnak kau,kau tggl parut plak kat aku..Korang2x yang ade jerawat macam sy jugak ! jomla kite benci jerawat n cari source nak basmi makhluk ni,huhu :'( .. Sape2x yg sgt bertuah ats muke bumi ni yg xde jerawat yg hingin nak tumbuh kt tempat korang,tahniahlah n bersyukurlah.. bg tips n suggest pape kt kami ni..hek3x..

Kawan2x tu,jgn gune kuat sgt chemicals..Tkut ur future lagi menyeramkan.kedut sribu mybe ? :O

gune putih telur ,aloevera ke ape ke.. hehehe. I used Safi Balqis Perfect 10. *promote.. jgn sekali kali kau gatal tgn nak picit jerawat..hehe..picit whitehead boleh.. *wey xleh jgk..tp aku suke.hehe.. rase lega :p

Malam ni n setrusnye b4 tido kene cucimuka tau.jgn malas2x..nnt minyak n sgala daki n kotoran yg kau tadah hari ni meresap dlm pori2x yg xmalu duk berlubang :p

xsbr rasenyer nk tnggu muke licin halus mulus wah3x. angan2x Ya Allah makbulkan permintaan hambamu ini.. thanks to those how do not measure the friendship or loveship through appearance (muke yg ad jrwat or not) SAY Boos to people like that .. :P ~ Short entry for tonite sincerely I dedicated to my dear acne..*mood siyes xstabil..nak marah kau bukan kau dgr kan? baik aku ckp kt blog aku ..

Kau nak pandang aku boleh..
tp jgn duk kire jerawat aku sudah.
kang aku spray whitehead aku baru tau..
:p

cube paham ape yg gmbr ni mksudkan..

xde orang nak ke die..
jaat laki laki nih.
macamla kau xhensem sgt :p
jerawat ni bukan kami nak.
pendtg tnpa izin LOL

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sincerely Miss LOL

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Ada ape dgn BLOK D? ape yg speselnyer?

Ade ape dgn BLOK D ?????

BLOK D ni amende?

BLOK D was a block where I was thrown there when I was Form 5..

why I used *thrown*?

honestly,I loved EO (blok mase f4) much much much better than BLOK D..

yelaaa. mcm biase la..sape suke berpindah randah ni?

sape suke kena adapt2x tmpat baru ni.. so,bye2x my beloved frenz kt EO..

me n my only Kubis were thrown to BLOK D..

sgt sedih..tp kami gigih..gigih utk tetap bersama selamanye..

xnak jadikan *evacuation* made by wardens as batu pghalang utk kami bersama..

bg sape2x yg teramat mengenali driku yg xbrp dikenali ni,

I was a famous Nomad-Girl.. I nomadded to BLOK C 

dimana sahabat2x ku yg berasal dari EO bersepah kat situ..

ok,cut it short..

lame2x lepas TRIAL SPM or nearly TRIAL kot,

I got a awareness to get in touch to all..All people in my batch n bla3x.

I want to create my own best memories in this last Alma Mater = MRSM PC.

so , tajuk entry ni nak menceritakan hal budak blok D..blok D ni ahli2x nye ramai..

ramai sgt.. Tasha,Pijah,Nora,Aisyah,Shuhada,Yatt,Dayana,Amalina,Timoh,Kubih,Icaa,Dhina,Nina n bla3.not to forget,my loveable D12 rumates

nak sebut pon xhbis gamaknye..So,I will tell about 4 lovable friends of mine in this Damai Block.

without them, I feel like something is missing in that block..Thats why I always went to Blok C..

hehehehe.. byk songeh je aku ni..pdhl mmg terhegeh2x dgn slimut hello kitty nk gi blok C..

left: Momoy ,Iman,Me n Belon
time ni kami ber4 hangout ke KbMall.
galok habis.
puah hati dpt jalan2x n borak2.
:')

p/s actually da buat sketch psl korang nim..tpi dat sketch paper da ilang coz bilik I ,I kemas sopmo.so xingt simpan kt mane..huk3.. so , tulis skadar ingt..jgn kcik ati..esp Iman :P

begin to introduce about Momoy..

See the Chibi Maruku Chan?
she gave to me as present for our everlast friendship.
thanks Momoy.thanks 4 alls.

antara ketiga2x cewek di ats,Aimi Amirah (name sbnr) org yg mule2x sy kenal kt mrsm Pasir Tumboh.

my roomate,tablemate,classmate mase form1.Roomates tu smpai f3.. so , mmg die rumet sy yg tersyg la..even sy dah ad rumet baru,rumet lame xkan kulupa ;')

Sape xkenal Aimi? die ni mcm motherly..selalu bwk mknan ,bg nasihat, n mmg ade tiap mase biler sy perlu.

kami pernah nangis same2x talking about our parents' sacrifices.. sedih sgt..Mase tu la naik smgt nk bljr..

antre kami ber4 die kurang tinggi skali..tp jgn pndang melalui ketinggian.sbb antara kami die matang skali.even belon tggi skali,tp belon tu ==' lg gorm..hek3..Momoy ni ibarat my sister la,akak.coz I dun have sister..everything,I asked her..psl solat ke psl puase ke..lau loker sy xleh kunci,sy simpan duit,kamera,hp dlm loker die..Kami siap sharing baju kurung lagi.. kacikk nye kami ..huhu..Mostly, Momoy ni org first yg wish my birthday.. 2 thun berturut2x.. ase 2010 die lewat..hehe.Thanks Momoy sbb ingt my birthday..

Dulu ,mase sy duk D2.. die duk D4.. so blik kami dekatla..So,bermula dr situlah sy mengenali belon..rumetnyer yg AWESOME...Momoy ni penakut..Lau die nak gi toilet mlm2x,confirm die msg or ketuk pntu bilik sy suh teman die gi toilet..sejak Form1 lg btw.. -_- .. Pagi2x sy akn kuar asrama or breakfast dgn die.. die means Iman,Belon n MomoI.. Tp biasenyer,biler sy smpai DS.. I went to my bestfriend la..hek4.

Lau kite dtg  blik die,msti die myorok dlm loker..bajet I xnampak.hak3.. Momoy ni kuat study.. lau msuk blik die,msti die duk depan meja or zzzz..

Die ni susah nk makan nasi..Hari2x nampak die makan biskut n roti je..Geram sunggoh..

She got nice handwriting SOOOO nice.. n die ni rajin mngemas.. I bet dlm bilik die,die la yg paling kemas..hek3x..

continuing with Iman..

Ni pon kt KbMall.
muke xserik2 berjalan even naik trun escalator entah brp kali..

Iman ni? Iman ni kawan baik ngan Momoy mase Form 5.. kire2x die ni baru sedar kebaikan Momoy..hek3..

bagusla coz Iman ni classmate ngan Momoy.. * entah pape relation ak ckp nim..

Iman ni orgnyer femes.. I knew her coz mse form 4 dlu die kuat melalak kt EO.. Then,die ni suke pergi bilik Momoy..time sy nk ajak Momoy pergi prep,time tu jugakla ade die.. so, thats how I know her.. through Momoy.. Iman ni banyak cakap..n sy pulak suke mendengar n bercakap..So,mmg serasi la.. Iman ni suke kongsi rahsia n citer masalah.. tp bukan masalah die,masalah junior2x die yg tersyg..My phone is kinda of useless.but it become useful when Iman call n text me.. die la yg sntiase mmbuat fon ku asyik memekak tiap2x hari.. lots of story to tell me..hehe.. yelaa kat rumah nak citer kat sape..hehe.. Di ni penyayang jugak rupenyer.. Ramai kot junior kt my school duk tagging je dgn die..Ape yg Iman ade?Maybe aura seorang lovely senior.. I'm not that to lovely to my junior.. I become lovely wif my frens n real adik2x je..dh ramai adik ambo nim..he3.. So, Iman ni bkn shj dikenali dlm batch malah dlm klgn adik2x jugak.. mungkin sbb perangai die yg mudah friendly to anybody that makes adik2x syg ketat2x kt die.. credits to Shitah n Eisyqil kerana disygi dooh2x oleh kak Iman :p.. Iman ni telah buat kecoh kt mktb mase bulan puase..

*jahatnye aku..bukan die sengaje pon.. Die accident mase kt bazaar ramadhan..I was not there.So ,I imagined yg die jalan cane..Bak kate ayh die,die jalan tu *terbolah (clumsy) Iman ni mek Kalut rupenyer..hek3..Alhamdulillah skarang da boleh jalan..dlu kena naik wheelchair>>tongkat..

ermm nampak x?
tu Iman n Belon.

Iman ni,lau pagi2x or mlm2 or tiap harila xdengar suare die nyanyi msti pelik..Coz tiap2x ari die akan nyanyi dgn selantang2x nye.. me? jiran die ..jiran yg paling dekatla..My rumets selalu terjage dgr die nyanyi lagu Najwa Latiff yg Kosong 3x.. -_- sape tak kenal die? suare ROCK gitu..eh bkn Najwa,Iman maksud sy suare rock.. Iman ni kate die ni kasar mcm laki.. Well Iman, I think u're not that boyish..Boyish is a kind of closed to boys,wear like boys,get easy with boys n *yelaa korang tau kan org tomboy camne..Lau perempuan mcm I pon rase geli,nak kawan ng tomboy..Sorry to say.. Tapi ,Alhamdulillah.Iman you're not that type..You're a good Muslimah,tutup aurat,tudung labuh..n suke bg ceramah kat adik2x.. Well,you know yourself better.. I'm just telling you the truth..YOu're not that devil..Satu lg,Iman ni kdg2 garang jugak.. Die la yg kate die garang.. Maybe sometimes.. Yupt,I admit that we seldom can control our emotions esp when er got mad.. Xpew,cubelah utk lebih chill n tidak mudah meradang..You can do it..Iman jage Momoy baik2x if korang duk same U nnt.. hehe.. Iman, thanks for every good deeds that you have done to me.. Bringing me to Karnival JOM masuk U, fly to home with you *opss terbocor.. treating me.. melayan kerenahku yg xpernahnye btul n everything..I could give nothing but Allah will pay your good deeds Insha Allah..btw, ape yg sy tlg awk slame ni teman kt sickbay,no hard feeling n xde pape pon.skadar buat kebajikab n eratkan ukhwah kite .. x gitu? I got lots of lovable memories in there. <3 rase rindu plak kt sickbay..kan2x? :p

lastly to Belon....

hangout at KbMall.
tngginye aku -_-

BELON !!!!!!! cane ni jadi name BELON.. name die Aneys Nabella (name fb)

Awal2x I called her Belle .. tapi lame2x nak panggil Belon la plak.. 

She called me Enon ! amekaw# kenal belon ni melalui Momoy jugak..Belon ni syg dooh ke Momoy.

btuah Momoy coz ramai syg die.. * nak jugak.. hehe..

Belon ni terrer .terrer memasak,terror make up,terror English,habis keterroran amik ke die..

Dahla kulit licin,putih gebu ! jeles I. !!! Die minat giler Bio n nak sgt jadi doktor..she told me that she wanted to be a doctor since she was a child.. Insha Allah,kite doakan die jadi doktor ek..

Belon ni, die suke bace essay bi org..die slalu citer probs kat sy.. Lau prob dgn fren,rumet *opss..

yer,sy sgt syg Belon sy ni..Belon ni mmg awesome.. *same tolol dgn sy.. So,we get easily closed becoz our similarity..Belon ni sgt friendly.. Die disukai ramai ..kawan2x die n klasmet die sume syg die..I bet la espcially Dibah n Piniey.. Classmate die. <3 Belon is an easygoing girl..jarang tgk die sedih..coz die slalu happy n got humour (erm humour ape ek org pggil?) humour element? -_-

ape yg aku nk ckap ni? she got funny stuff to laught together..  :D 

Belon ni suke sgt ikan keli..Lau ade menu Ikan keli mlm tu,die lar yg paling exsaited nak pergi dewan makan..Lau lupe nak ajak,kompem die sedih..Belon ni suke buat lawak.. die pandai buat suare pelik2x..bunyi monyet la ape la..mmg tersembur la lau time tu sy minum air..hek3x..

Belon ni pon mcm kakak sy..die slalubg nasihat n tny kabar sy..huhu..terharuu ad kwan gini..thanks Belon.. 

I <3 so mucchh.. Mak belon pandai giler masak..selalu belon bwk masakan mak die n mnjemput kaki mkan = me to her room..mmg la malu nk pergi tp die akn heret sy dr my room pergi blik die yg kt bawah tu..

grr... So,rapatla sy ngan rumet2x die..hoho.. Belon oh Belon.. I really adore her.. die ni jenis caring..pernah menjadi cubemate sementara mase kt sickbay.hoho,kubisan jgn jeles..Ade cubemate baru..lallalalaal

Die ad mentee... die slalu btny khbr psl mentee die sal pljran..susah nk cari org yg xkdkut ilmu tau..Nasib baik ad org cam Belon.. Belon skang ni tgh keje jadi cashier kt Shell..die kate ramai giler yg nak tackle die..

siap ad yg mitak no n serah no lg.. ==' seramnye..hak3.. xpew,my Belon mmg Hot pon ! suke jangok.hak3..

Nanti Belon da jadi Doktor cari Enon tau.. Enon nak tgk Dr Belon yg ganas ni rawat psakit die..hek3..

hehe ni ribbons beli kt KbMall..
jgn kasi hilang tau !
pakai sopmo !

IMAN,MOMOY,BELON n my friends in this atmosphere..Hayatilah..

When we first talked to each other

I knew we would always be friends.

Our friendship has kept on growing

And I'll be here for you to the end.

You listen when I have a problem

And help dry the tears from my face.

You take away my sorrow

And put happiness in its place.

We can't forget the fun we've had

Laughing 'til our faces turn blue.

Talking of things only we find funny

People think we're insane-If they only knew!

I guess this is my way of saying thanks

For catching me when I fall.

Thanks once again for being such a good friend

And being here with me through it all.

p/s : seriously sorry n sorry coz xsempat nak beramah mesra ngan korang coz duk beramah mesra dgn kengkawan yg jauh di perantauan.. kite org Kelantan buleh jumpe selalu.. hehe.. semoga ketemu lg.. 

Jangan dilupai sahabatmu yg senget ini..

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sincerely Miss LOL

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Garangnyer..Tegur pon marah.. :'(

Haishhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..........

I dun like this part,
A PART where I want to *tegur (lupe tegur in bi ape)  kesilapan orang n orang tu dgn xsemena2nye mengaum balik padaku.. Susahkan nak tegur orang yang not a good listener ? yg not reti jage ati kite ?
yg not reti nak sedar diri ?
yg not reti nak berubah?
take a sec to listen to my *teguran..Kalau salah,betulkan balik :D

To me,xsemestinye kite yg menegur ni xpernah buat benda tu n xsemestinye kite already perfect,baru kite boleh tegur .. KAN2X ?

Lau aku perfect,aku tegur..
 =Mentang2 kau perfect,sedap2x kau je tegur aku..

Lau aku pernah buat,aku tegur..
=Wey,sedap mulut kau cakap gitu..Bukannye kau tak pernah buat..Kau pon buat jugak dulu pon..Sekarang pon..

So,biler sy boleh tegur ? Sy suke tegur menegur..Sebab sy suke mndpt teguran..teguran dpt membaiki dri kpd lebih baik n until TERBAIK !tp ade je org suke tegur tp pantang apabila ditegur..
  Ad certain major part that I love to tegur*..

• kekemasan

Emm,actually sy tegur adik2x la if diorang xsimpan balik ape yg diorang gune n xletak baju kotor kt tmpt sptutnye..

• ketepatan waktu solat ? wow,bgusnye aq.. =='

Sape yg suke solat lewat ni,actually kene muhasabah diri ..ape yang korang buat smpi solat lewat tu was worthless..samela lau korang solat lewat semate2x nak habis kan revision..Allah yg tentukan segale2nye..He would decide,would you receive what u learn or not?Or facebooking? stop la meta..hek3..org2 phmla lau anda nak solatnyer.

• penampilan yg agak grrrrr..

Skang ade sluar jeans yg warne warni kan?funky kan?sumer terliur termasuk adik2ku.tp beware,sluar tu skinny.So,jgn hrp dpt beli..Sian my dad kena tanggung dosa2..Pkai seluar hitam biru putih doh2x la..nak colourful ngat gak..cari yg xskinny :D tudung skang makin transparent kan? Kalau boleh,elakkanla..buruk nengok pki tudung nampak leher jinjang,nampak ehem2,nampak rambut,nampak bayang scarf ! Omg,ase mcm nak wt masuk penjare je tgk perempuan gitu..xsuke bukan jealous ! bkn nk jage tepi kain org..tepi ,nak same2 ajak kearah kebaikan :D

• kebiadapan

Tak kire lain umor ke same umor ke tua lg ke hape ke,cakap elok2x skit ! your words resembles yourself..

Banyakkan bersabar if TERpaksa ckp ngan org yg biadap..jgn sampai anda pon same biadap dgn DIE.

• percakapan yang kurang atau lebih tepat TIDAK SOPAN 

Kurangkan SUMPAHAN yg rude..bykkan istighfar or zikir mcm Ya ALLAH ! Masya Allah.. Alhamdulillah..Allahuakhbar..Astaghfirullah.. :D selamat beramal..lau awl2 tu terslh sebut g xpe,cume beringat2xla..kan sedap telinga org mndgr. :D

• adab melayan sesama manusia.

Emm,jangan KASAR sgt..tu jew.. think before you talk Nobody is FEELINGLESS if their face resembles the SEDONESS

• kemalasan

Tambah2 lg perempuan..janganla pemalas sgt..Malu skit..Lau girls pemalas,sape nak urus rumah tangga nnt?laki bukannye rajin sgt nk uat kerja rumah..HAdoi.. nak amik org gaji? ergh..ikut korangla..org suh jadi rajin pon susah..kurangkan kemalasan je ek... Org malas selalu rugi tau.. 

So, sy ad pernah tegur..xnak hurai panjang2x..korang pikir la ekk..

"Kasarnyer bahasa..xleh cakap molek skit?Muka comel doh"

"Godio mu nih?Ikut aku la.meme style aku..Machelah mg tu lembut sgt !"

Ape perasaan korang ? 

"Weh,aq nk tgk jugak.."

"Godio mg ni.Nyibuk nk tgk jgk..Ha ? Ha ? Pah nok jerik ah tu,ore tak bagi"

Yupt,sape xnak nangis or sebak biler kite tegur,org ckp camtu..Giler xsedih..Ye,mmg aq nangis pon.

Ye,aq mmg xlembut..tp aq xsuke KEKASARAN .Aq mudah touching..and commonly aq lebih selesa bersama kawan2 yg xganas n kasar macam lakicane ek?bukan kawan2 sy ni diklgn org lembut..yg kasar yg dimksudkan yg words2 yg dilontarkan tidak proper spt di ats..Alahai Iman Nasir ni..org xkate die..die lak terase.Iman syg oi ! bukan awk..awk da ok dah bg sy..
bukan lembut yg kudambakan,yg menjaga perasaan sesame manusia ku maksudkan.
o.O..Dapat treat aku mcm biase pon xpew dah..tp siyesly,aq xleh terime if mulut PEREMPUAN yg free2x je kuar............

""Nate,mg wt gpo"

"Bengom mg,mg wt gpo"

"Baso gilo"

Hahahaha..mesti korang terkejut n fikir "Eei,sape la yg ckp gini..n msti jap ag ad yg antar cha ttny sape2".. 

Kenape nk tau sgt?bukan nye penting pon.  I just wanna you guys take the moral of the story.bukan nak bukak pekung di dada orang !!!!!

 Ade je kwn2 korang camtu..Mostly,bkn nk kate apela..even org yg ade rupe elok ,

Hot .. mmg ni la yg diorang slalu sbut.. Gaye mcm up-to-date kan ? tp ,ingat..Even standard skarang ckp gini,tp menjatuhkan maruah korang sndiri..Berpade2x la if nak up-to-date pon..

Ape lg ek ?

Manusia cantik ade tige jenis..

1) Satu tu yg mmg cantik pon..mmg undenieable(ntah btul x spell), tp asyik mmbanggakan kecantikan die..

Sampai orang yg tak berapa cantik asyik dikutuknye.. =='

"Hudohla mg posing gitu dlm gmbr..Aq come je posing gitu.."

"Mung putih pon,aku comey lg. :D"

Ok,sy mmg pernah kena mnde ni..Pastu sy cakap..

"Ho,mmg aku huduh pon.Bakpenyo?Allah wt gnie doh ke aq..Mg xyoh duk saloh ke aq lau kalau aq hudoh gak..Gi oyk ko dio..Grrrr"

2)Dah cantik dah, tp still kate huduh..Manusia gini mybe kurang bersyukur agknyer..Ape lg yg die nak ?Allah bg ape yg selayaknye utk kite.dh2la mengeluh..*bored =='

3)mmg cantik ..sgale2nye cantik..tp xpeduli org puji and xmemuji diri sendiri..waa :O. Baguskan org gini..

nak senang citer,lbih baik korang xyah cakap sal kecantikan ek? Sume org cantik2 belake..Tp depends on the eye of beholder la..Maybe si polan tu kate kau huduh(mcm td)..Maybe ade je polan lain akn kate kau COMEL SGT2X..hahahaha.. so ,dont worry about beauty,but take care of it coz that's all u can do..

One more,maafla entry kali ni sgt la xTERSUSUN...

What do you feel when you share something to your friends but , she just turn a deaf ear to you ?

"Awk ,awk tau x.............................................(bercerita)"

"Eh ,awk dgr x ????????"

"Dengar.. xtau nak balas ape"

"!@#$%^&"

Tak tau nak balas ape? Well,budak tu msti xde adab apabila bercakap dengan orang kan?

one of the adab  is,when people talk,you listen and give response to show your respect to the talker..Right?

hahahak.Kecik ati kami tau ! pedulikan sedikit hati orang..jgn asyik pikir hati kite je. ! kite bukan hidup alone je kt dunia ni.kite hidup bermasyarakat !.K bye.. nnt pape I told you guys soon..

P/s : Awak2 yg merasakan diri awak tisak lembut..Jangan bersedih.It doesn't matter if youre not a gentle girl..As long as you can be feminine n be a GIRL with good manners and well behaved..More than enough..

Rupa xpenting sgt jika dibandingkan attitude yang WORST..yg mmbuat org yg mnedengar istighfar byk2 kali..HEHEHE.takde rekaan nye dlm blog ni..cume versi kelate lau dialog tu...done ~

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sincerely Miss LOL

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Buat insan insaniah yang tidak mengerti .....

SEKITAR PENGAMBILAN SLIP SPM...

Mase nak amik slip tu,one of my bestie yg bru amik slip nangis teresak2,

so xjadi nk gi beratur amik..X daye tgk kawan baik kite nangis kan,so sy pon nangis jgk..

gosok2 die.. :'( slps keadaan tenang skit,sy pon amik slip sy dgn airmate yg bergenang.

bkn sedih dgn result,tp simpati ngan bestie td..

JANGAN SESEKALI MENINGGALKAN SAHABAT TATKALA MEREKA
DISAAT2 SUKAR..

Lepas tgk slip sendiri,bukan air dari mate je kuar..dr hidung pon kuar..Sebak..xterkate..nangis kat my cubemate,Kubisan..My mum pon approached me n coaxed me spt biase ,n my mum had really power sentences n moral supports..She's the best mum I had ever had n xsume org btuah mcm sy.. :')

So,sebaik saje kuar dewan tmpat amik slip,dah xde dah air mate..cool jer..heading to cafe to meet kawan2 n borak2.. kan last day dah jmpa.. So, xleh ikut perasaan sedih n nak lari balik n so on..
X nak menyesal di kemudian hari coz xdpt jmpa kawan2..

ternyate lokasi Cafe tidak bgitu eco-friendly..

1) kawan2 yg seems mcm / rupe2 nyer xbegitu kenal diri ku yg ckup STRONG , duk tny result dgn riak exsaited..Lepas bgtau result,die kate "tipu mg ain"
:reti mg gura bab2 gini" "nawok eh!"..

#typical M'sian.. Sy ase mcm nak tampal je kat dahi diorang slip peperiksaan sy..
I'm not a good liar..N I seldom lie..Lau xpercaye sudah.orang yg knal sy,Insha Allah die tau sy xsuke main nipu2 ni..Ce logik,xkanla aq nak main2 dgn result aq?lain kali jgn tny..

2)ade gak kawan2,yg lepas tny result sy,die mcm "sabarla Ain,rezeki bkn kt sini" ,"tabah2"

ok.mcm teruk je kan sy ? ok,actually,lpas diorang ckp n coax camni,sy yg dah xde air2 mate jadi kuar balik la sume air tu..Maybe diorang pkir sy ni type of xleh trima hakikat or myesal bla3.
#sape yg xfikir gitu ,good jobla..u know me very well.tp mostly,siap ad mrh lg sbb nangis.
I was like !@#$%^&..

BAD SURROUNDING..
need moral support 

dah xkan mase kau ckap *sabar2 bla2,n pujuk aku *tnp disuruh aku nak ketawa selok,nak melompat2 macam katak dapat result..nnt ape lak orang kate..
Suke ati aku la, mata aku..aku ni mudah touching..mudah kuar airmate,lau ade orang bg mood touching2..Manusia2.. Jangan mudah pkir negtif bile tgk kwn2 sedih dpt result,diorang bkn sedih sbb mnyesal or rase xpuas hati,diorang pkirkan parent n surrounding yg xreti nk hargai usaha jew.


CRY..WHY DID I CRY N WHY DID THEY CRY ? PLEASE BE HUSNUZON..

Buat insan insaniah yg x mengerti or lbih mdalam lg YANG XPAHAM BAHASA..

Sape n ape yg diorang dah buat ? Ok,I dunno whether  it happened to me or not.but
typical Malaysian . Yes,they are narrow-minded..

Apabila kite* menyatakan result kite ,which was not brilliant,awesome and so on..

dalam hati busuk diorang akan mengecoppp mcm2 .. and xde yang positif punyerla.. Antaranye...

• bkn ke die dlu png 3.5 ke ats selalu ek? bkn ke die top dlu.. Ni mesti sebab riak n main2..
• skola MRSM,tp xstret..Aku sekolah government pon stret..Bolokk..
• tulaa xberdoa sgt.
• study xbersungguh2,mmg patut ar kau dpt gitu..
• tulaa..byk dosa sgt..pdanla ng muke..
• bla3,korang pkir sendiri la coz maybe korang or surroundings ad gak hati busuk camni.
• kenapa xdapat straight A ? orang lain boleh,xkan kau xleh..
• Kau byk main2 ke dlm bljr ? .

Kesian kat kitorang yg xbersalah ni..Dikutuk nye Dimakinye,Even we all xtau..tp Allah tau..

Jangan ingt korang dapat tinggi dr kami,korang ad HAK nk kutuk kami..Cermin diri tu..

Pada hakikatnye...

• Kami dah belajar bersungguh2,siang malam
• Kami xpernah lupa utk berdoa pd Allah
• Kami sentiasa meminta pertolongan Allah,minta diberi yg terbaik..
• Kami solat fardhu dan sunat kerana kami yakin pada Allah.
• Jika kami buat dosa,cpat2 kami diberi petunjuk untuk kembali pada jalan Allah

Orang tny kenape xstraight?

 Soalan tu ibarat, kami ni xtarget 9A langsung..Ibarat kami ni xstudy langsung..Ibarat kami ni xkesian kan parent kami n so on.Ibarat kami ni belajar saje2 tanpa minta bantuan Allah..INGAT.sebelum nak kate or nasihat or bg ape2 la,pakai otak dulu..Ingat kami ni,xde perasaan ke ape.?

You guys know what ?

Opinion2x dari kawan yg senasib :')

"Saya xkesah result sy dapat brape..Saye boleh terima..Tp, sy kesiankan parents..Diorang susah hati n sedih..Coz we would pioneer the family when they are getting older..Senang je nak tenangkan hati sendiri,tp nak tenangkan hati orang lain,tu yg susah."

Betul n sgt betul..yupt,mase tgk result tu..Saya nangis coz tgk result yg xmembolehkan sy buat medic.Lau boleh pon,mmg sgt sukar coz byk giler saingan..Tp,determination tu penting..Lau kite determine nak medic,ade je care..But,now my mum bg peluang utk fikir my interest n my ability in what courses..

So,kena tnggu hasil Istikarah ~

KAWAN2KU YANG SENASIB DENGANKU~

Janganlah melanjutkan lagi kedukaan itu.. Jangan menyalahkan diri sendiri..Jangan menyalahkan takdir..Dan jangan SESEkali menyalahkan ALLAH..

Sila muhasabah diri sebaik mungkin ~ Ace husnuzon dgn qada' Allah.
Jangan down n give up smpai xnak isi borang sambung bljr pulak..xke myusahkan parents ?
Mungkin kite xingat Allah,mungkin ibadat kite blum ckup sempurna spt*solat akhir waktu,solat xkhusyuk*..
Mungkin kite jarang merujuk padaNya spt *kite mengadu nasib ttkala kite susah.Tatkala senang,kite lupe rezeki n nikmat tu berasal dr Allah n milikNya yg mutlak..
Mungkin kite xtutup aurat n trlalu bersosial..

HoW I mOtIvAtE mYsElf ?

• Keputusan sy bukan sebab saya PEMALAS,bukan sebab saya XBERDOA..
• Tapi,sy yakin Allah tentukan sume ni bersebab..mesti ad hikmah disebalik ujian ini..Contohnye,ayh sy xpakse sy amik medic dah coz baru tau kemampuan sy..ayh sy bg peluang utk cari minat lain..
• Kalau result sy dpt kat kawan2 sy yg xbiase dgn dugaan berat gini,msti dioran xkuat n frust teruk.Means Allah bagi ujian pd orang yg mampu meghadapinye..
• SPM bukan pengakhiran,SPM yg bg jalan utk menuju masa depan yg kite xtau lg..
• mungkin lau saya dapat stret, lg byk plihan yg sy kena fkirkan n pening2..
• Nanti duk kat U,xde org nk tny eh result SPM brp..kite do the best for incoming future.
• Result ni,bakar semangat sy n create a new goal which is "Nanti aku masuk U,aku xnak dah cincai2,aku nak start n fokus awal2 lg.. :D.. xde mase nak main2 dah coz nak bagi parents berbangga dgn kite.tebus balik utk he bad SPM.. 
• jangan kite duk bersedih2 n layan mood malas.*Bangkit semula.Parents lg sedih tgk kite xde smgt utk mase depan..We can change our future but we can't change the past if we only grieve about it.
• Jangan lupa ucap Alhamdulillah kpd Allah.jangan fikir kite dpt bad result tu,bukan rezeki dr Allah.Ade je orang lain yg dpt rendah dari kite,tp ucap Alhamdulillah byk kali.INGAT ! Allah xpernah tidak adil pade kite..Mungkin masenye belom sesuai utk kite kecapi kejayaan.ALLAH KNOWS THE BEST TIME TO GIVE nikmat TO US..

TaPi aDe jE oRanG yang freehair,baju ketat2,xgi surau,xsolat,bukan Islam yang dapat straight A..

jangan berceloteh spt org yg xberilmu or xberiman..That is called ISTIDRAJ !

Ape tu ?

ISTIDRAJ ialah pemberian nikmat Allah kepada manusia dimana pemberian itu tidak diredhaiNya.Korang nak ke nikmat sementara plus xdiredhai ?

Rasulullas S.A.W bersabda, "Apabila kamu melihat Allah S.W.T memberi nikmat kepada hambanye yg sering melakukan maksiat,ketahuilah bahawa orang itu telah diistidrajkan olehNya".

Tujuan hidup kite adlh mncari keredhaan Allah.How ?Someone tu kena sedar sesedarnye FACT/REALITY yg nikmat yg sebenarnye ialah apabila kite mensyukuri nikmat tersebut.Someoe tu akn mggunakan pemberian ke arah jalan kebaikan n sentiase redho n ikhlas mengabdikan diri pd Allah.Dengan tjuan spt ini,kita akn selamat dunia dan akhirat.. read this >> /kisah2 istidraj..

#buat pembaca..Hentikan lah penghinaan korang kpd kami n keriakan korang ttg kejayaan. Yupt,eventhough korang xde niat nk sakitkan kami,tp lebih baik jika korang xshow off to audience ..

I know, my word look kind of jealous..Tp, korang tlg jage hati org2 yg tidak mndpt stret sperti kami.Maybe diorang xkuat sgt,dtmbah pulak dgn environment yg xsenonoh ,yg memperendahkan lg spirit kami n so on..ce mikir ke org lain gop.jgn selfish sgt  ! ade je kwn2 baik kami yg stret x promote.They truly understand us.//No, I don't jealous at all.Coz sy yakin sy dh buat yg terbaik mase SPM n sy xlupa pdNya tatkala senang or susah Insha Allah.Sy yakin ad hikmah yg uncountable menanti kelak.I trust HIM ..

#awak2 tu dhla susah hati,sy n sesape yg sebagai kakak sulung msti tnjuk kekuatan n semangat kite..Adik2 msti sedih tgk kekecewaan kite.Jangan smpai diorang patah smgt plak.. kite kena bg moral support jgk n biar diorang jd better than us :D *I'm a good sis :P

p/s : sebelom terluper,mintak maaf if korang naik hangen ke ape ke.xde niat nak marah sape2,jeles or ape jnis mahmudah yg korang nk tag sy.Just nk bg org yg straight A+ or sraight A,tp still duk sighing for getting A- or A.. bersyukurla korang wey dengan ape wey yg korang dpt wey.Ase mcm, geram je tgk post2 mendengus or sighing korang yg mcm xbyukur dgn kurniaan Allah..Trillion credits to friends,families n relatives yg expert dlm bg moral support yg membina to me,which is related to upcoming future not the past SPM..kawan2 yg still duk potpetpotpet sal SPM tu,kaba2 la wey.. SPM kuar doh result,n xleh tuka pon.Dah2la duk ckap hal yu nye.. =='

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sincerely Miss LOL

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