Saturday, 4 January 2014

the STORY of cats


The story was mainly about three cats, two female cats and a male cat. 
the male cat, named Tommy was having affair with the first female cat named Mothy.They were both sweet couple and got a very strong relay, and hoping it would everlasts..

But, after some years Tommy met the second female cat, named Kitty. Kitty was a really friendly one and maybe Tommy misunderstood her friendliness, suddenly both of them bumped into each other although they both knew that it was wrong cos Tommy had Mothy. LOL ..Wait a second, Tommy could fall with Kitty as he was frustrated after knowing that Mothy had a scandal with other stray cat..and that was then, he met Kitty..so, was it Kitty's fault? It's Mothy fault for not taking a good care to her belongings :P After the sweet days passed by, suddenly there was a thunderstorm boomed over Kitty where Tommy and Mothy got back together. Pity Kitty, she became heartless, lifeless , loveless and weightless. It was almost a month, but Kitty finally managed to muster herself to continue her life without Tommy.. She was enjoying her loveless life... But, idk why God still fulfilled her unwanted pray by sending Tommy back to her. Tommy, meowing back to her after all this while.. he told that Mothy is no longer with him.. What do you expect about Kitty? hey, husnuzon. Its not dat easy for Kitty to accept Tommy back.But, Kitty was too naive and forgive Tommy's bad attitude towards her. And they live happily ever AF.......... I was hoping that Kitty can be with Tommy till the end.. but, noo ! the angry Mothy caught both of them and accused Kitty as the main cause of their break-up. Even, Tommy kept telling that he didnt withstand with Mothy, who had a really huge bad tempered ethics. can i say ethics? Mood maybe?  Mothy, didnt care. She kept blaming Kitty, Tommy for flirting all this while .. She didnt even ponder for a while wondering her own fault.. How poor Kitty, she had to lose Tommy once again. But, Tommy didnt want to lose Kitty.. He promised to stay with Kitty.. Meanwhile, Mothy had coaxed, persuaded Kitty to go away, stay away, vanish from their life. thinking that Tommy would accept him straight away, Huh ??  as i told before, Kitty is not the main cause. eversince Kitty had gone, Tommy still couldnt accept Mothy ( idk exactly haih but im hoping that Tommy would remain loving Kitty although they couldnt be together.. Love doesnt mean together right? LOL . but, Tommy and Kitty couldnt solve this matter as Mothy only want Tommy, and she wants Kitty to vanish. Haih.its not dat easy for Kitty to forget her prince charming. But, Kitty was really pity with Mothy. She felt guilty whether to move on ONCE again or stay with Tommy.. Hardly coax Mothy to stop hoping or moving on, coz she isss tooo stubborn .. *sigh. luckily, both of female cats didnt scratch among themselves as only Mothy who was the angry one, while Kitty is calm.. She didnt want the poor Tommy, to be with other cats except her. Poor Tommy...  ~ to be continued plis dont ask me futher about this story. 


sincerely Miss LOL

maturity phase maybe?

Assalamualaikum evelybody... i hope its not toooo late to share about my last year's problem that continued until today.. yeah! ape lg mslh sy slain drp mslh jerawat !! I tstarted when i began my short sem which was at 14/11/2013 mybe.. yup ! maal hijrah time tu... awal2 oke lgi.. when suddenly i found out physics was difficult. well actually xsepayah math. maaflaa kpd readers yg find out those subjects were as easy as abc, but to me I cant really carry on with them. Hurmm. + on that particular sem, i faced a problem.. A ? theres a guy, well someone's boyfriend maybe that i bumped intoo.. well, i know it sounded mcm perampas kan? erghhhh... iyea sounds cruel but. imma not the one that bumped. we both bumped.. sigh*.. at the same time, his gf also got probs and kununnye hbungan dah dihujung tanduklaa kan?????? i thought so but suddenly hancur musnah.. lain kli please dont give hope to me, if u dont exactly know the ending part. they manage to fix everything back to normal.. Soo.. do u know what i felt at that moment? when a person that we like, asked us to wait, but all of sudden ask us to move on? okay bai..then we lost contact for a month gittew.. memang muke iolls teruk tahap ape.but dont worry, i was fine :) xsuke sedih lelame pade benda yg xleh diundur balik.So, bhagia hidupppppppppppp.. i just concetrated on physics and muke yg bmslh ni.. byk giler produk gune. tukar itu tukar ini..

MAIN CAUSE

~SAFI MENTIMONNNNNNNNN (rm7.90)
yer sy akui rmai yg gune kate makin elokkan? so sbb tulaa sy try mende alah ni.siap beli toner+pelembap bagai. tp muke makin teruk..i thought it was just the beginning. but no !!!! xlangsung.. hergh... pastu break 2minggu xpki cuci muke,cuci dgn kulit rambai jer. tp muke constant jer.. tetap mcm buah delima.. merah merekah gitu.bkn bibir okay? hahaha

~SABUN BERAS (rm5.00 for 2 ketul)
hahaha.. yg ni cik ety yg pki.sooo disbabkan pengenn bangat jelita kayakk ety, putih halus mulus gittew.sumber dr review2 pon kate ok.. so pakailaa kite.. oh not forget, mlm2 sy pki mundisari+air mawar. mustika ratu wey ~!! !! (mundisari rm 4.40 , air mawar rm3.40 ) die tu mcm kulit rambai laa tp wangi lg. ni kwn yg suggest, based on her experience wearing that stuffs, sabun beras ni i think okelaa. xincrease jrwt. tapi xbg effect langsung !!!!! hangenlaaa hambe nye.. i want something that give effect.kononnye thun baru wajah baru ! nak jgk merasa jd kulit licin neyhhh.. sedih ar.. dhla org xbkenan kt kite, lpas xbkenan he caused a lot of acnes. sigh* ahhh xlupe jgk, beli krim organic aid lepas rina pomote dpt ilang parut (rm14.90 ) gilerrr2.... sume krane nk kikis jrwt.dhla xdpt elaung !

~NOUR AIN SKINCARE (rm 48 + rm 25) 
yg ni amalina pki. lau tgk muke die, yeah mmg good effect laa. seriously berkesan. so i tryyy again. melabur almost hundred dis time coz i remembered what she said "benda mahal lar jadi" hoho.. fine, slame ni i nak murahh je n nk cpat comel. cehh. btw, i used dis product on 28/12/2013 which was my birthday hekhek.. xde kaitan tp ingtlaa tarikh so that bleh tgk bfore after. hihi.. so far this product tlh cure kan my acne. tggl parut je wey !!! tp parut tu byk laa wey.. sedih wey.. dhla lmbt nk hilang erghhhh... parut merah ade hitam ade. sume ade. xcumel lg laaa :'( nnt nk bli bedak nk tutup kehudosan ini. xpenah lg pki bedak kt muke sbb takot tampung. phm x tampung tu ape. huhu.. haaa, produk ni ade 4 bende which are toner, soap, night cream and day cream. night cream die kecik giler wey.. almaklumlaaaa set trial pny hurmmmm.. xde pitih nk bli yg besar. beratus2 lg laaa gamaknye. :'( friends plis pray for my recovery..

p/s : a bless add up in my life when that guy returns to me after all time waiting LOL .. a never-happen miracle right? :p syukur2 .. but tak semudah itu, i had to shoulder some other challenges which was explaining to his ex. ok bai. cant tell everything coz it is too privacy :)






sincerely Miss LOL

Sunday, 27 October 2013

feeling over humble , over low confidence

Assalamualaikum.Long time not typing rite ?

Malam ni xngantok laa..Sebab lpas maghrib td eden tido je keje.. Actually, hari ni hri mengantok sedunia buat diriku.. ptg td naik kete pon, tido je memanjang. Bukak2 mate, dah pon dlm pgr rumah =..=
So, i decided to jot down somthing here.. Just now, I was stalking a girl.. A girl that means so much to me. :) Erm, I minat abang die. =..= such a bad statement. hihi. ok omit that statement. eley,, mcmla korang xde suke kt sesape :/ down make me feel down for having such not-important feeling..

Emm, this girl is just 15 years old. baru abes PMR.. tapi tapi............ reti serba serbi. yg penting reti memasak ! bkn memasak biase2. tgk kt insta die.. perghh.. habis lauk die masak.. n die je the only girl in her family. ade 2 abang. n xde dah.. :3 rase mcm xlyak je nk suke abg die. XLAYAK NAK MENYUKAI SESAPE !so sy yg berUSIA 18 thun ni brase agak n sgt malu , rendah diri teramat coz sy xspakar itu. x sepkr ANIS FAKHIRA yg reti masak mcm2. reti baking mcm ETY. huhu.. and ade rume sy kt UIA ni minat baking. die uat kek red velvet laaa, brownies la, cupcakes laa, macaron la.. spagetti pasta n mostly baking things. See? Im soo loowwww rite now. =..= i got nothing special for people to like me. so rite now, mmg nobody like me kottt..

Next.. I got insta.. so i sometimes post my pic. often not a "me only" pic lar. coz i feel shy wif myself.. n sometimes jgk, i feel like want to delete da account. rase mcm "eeii aku ni prasan lar.. duk tayang muke mcm ape ntah.. sooo kdg2, gmbr whats up, gmbr wechat, i changed them to other things' pic . sbb ase mcm org pon sebal tgk muke ni.. hurm. kkdg, prasaan rendah diri ni mlmpau.myusahkn idup.. when i was form1-form3 , prasaan ni kuat giler, smpi i rarely talk in front coz i have no confidence at all.. tp mase naik pc, naik laa jgk confidence tu coz i got true friends that always support me :') :*

Moving forward.. I am kid. not becos of Im short, but my mind. I dont think like adult. sometimes, I think of having fun in all days. not like others, the had set up their goals, their future, their et cetera... but me? i seldom think futher about my life. i just focus on the present. Sometimes, I feel awkward when my friends talk/discuss about their upcoming plan.. where to work,where to stay,how to ek how to erk. haih. I just hope that I could be more serious in my life n think maturedly. See? rite now, i realise that im writing my weakness. huhu.. lot of weakness..

ok,done.. more updates would be uploaded later.............. :)



sincerely Miss LOL

Wednesday, 24 July 2013

USrah di UIA




Emm, actually nk ulas psl usrah kt uia tp ase nnt jd panjang lebar plak ! ah ! how to cut my essays from be too long ..
K sy nak share psl satu tajuk usrah kitorg dgr smlm , iaitu AKHLAK.. mybe xbyk dpt sy kngsikan sbb sy xingt sgt. but, part modul tu sy ingt coz it's about friendship.time tu, kak usrah suh pick any crumpled paper each n answer the question..

The question was....
"Pernah x anda mempunyai kawan karib?Jika ya, apakah sifat yang membuatkan anda tertarik dengannye?"

Mase duk tnggu giliran utk berceloteh tu, I pikiq, mstilaa pernah ade.. xkan xde kwn karib kot..And I wondered how can I live alone?without any company?without any story teller?without a listener to my sighs.
n time tu jgk sy pikiq psl org2 yg xdisukai, org yg annoying, org yg pendiam, yg xramai kwn, yg live in the world all by herself.. cane laa depa iduq kan? kdg2, ase kesian jgk kat certain people yg xdisukai msyrkat.. xde ke org nk pegi kt die and enliven her life back ? 

bla3 n my answer was brief which was " Pernah ! Name die dot dot dot.. Ape yg ade pd die ? Die la kwn yg ADA DIKALA KU SUKA, DIKALA KU DUKA.. suke and duke. dats general n byklaaa kesusahan n kesenangan yg kami face together.. .cthnye : mane nk cari kwn yg snggup nk ikut blik asrama mase awk xbwk klkultor time SPM? mne nk cri kwn yg snggup korban mase bljr, smate2 nk buat prank bsday yg ntah pape?mne nk cri kwn yg snggup tnggu mkn smpi hbis, ikut jee kite nk pi mne even nk jmp cikgu pon(yg xpelukan accompany pon kan...  "habis " 


Pastu, kak usrah pon ulas lagi .. die kate nak cari kawan karib tu, bkn sebab org tu happy go lucky ke hot ke ape ke..Carilah kwn yg dpt ubah kite ke arah kebaikan coz peranan kwn baik pling kuat dlm mncorakkan diri kite nnt. cthnye, if kite duk tido terbongkang lg mase subuh, she's da one that inuxerably wakes u up so that u don't miss the prayer.. n time tu sy pon mysal sbb xulas pnjg sal kwn sy tuu coz she also have that criteria. I have a friend dat always drag me to akhirat path...

di samping mengejar kejayaan, kami xlupe kpade penentu kejayaan, Allah... Study laaa ,bersengkang mate laaa .. tp jika kite xmerayu pada Allah agr dpt merasai nikmat tu, xjlnkan tnggungjwb yg Die dh amanahkan, maka jgn mimpi laa nk dpt kejayaan tu.. frankly speaking, mybe ad yg doubt my speech coz most chinese pandai2 and budak yg jrg pi surau or byk social prob, msti score byk lg kan... it's not about getting the top or become rich, or what so ever. but to me, Niat tu penting..n lau xdpt reach excellent result pon, bersyukurlah coz tu rezeki yg Allah bg kt awk.. n usaha awk tu diberkati Allah( by not forgetting Him( when studying) xperlu laaa nak sedih tahap gaban lau xpndai, xcantik n so on. my opinion is sume x kite xleh bawak kat akhirat nnt. biler kite sedih sgt, merayulah pade Allah..Die Maha Mndgr..jgn sedih sgt dgn keduniaan ni.. yg penting kumpul amal ibadat b4 be categorized to ahli neraka or syurga.. ye ye , msti ad org object my sayings coz kononnye, alaaa duniawi pon pnting, pljrn pon pnting coz nnt nk keje ape la ape la..rupe pon pnting coz nnt sape laaa nk klu muke xcntik and so on.. entahlaa, sy xtau nk convert into words regarding my understanding.. Sy ni xcantik pon, xpndai pon, study pon xhard mane pon, xbaik mane pon.Tp, everything related to Allah's  must be the utmost priority..sbb ape yg kite buat sume nye nnt depend on Allah die nak bg ke x.. kite xleh nak demand pon if kite xdpt 4.00 wlpon kite da bljar siang mlm kan ? So, bg org yg dekat dgn allah, iman kuat , diorg mybe xdepressed sgt dgn outcome yg die dpt in studying or what so ever.. coz they believe that Innalillahiwa'innalillahiraji'un which defined as Surely we belong to Allah and to Him shall we return .. makne nye, kecantikan kepandaian tu milik Allah.. no matter what , it would return to the Creator..   Tapi jgn silap phm plak, kut2 ad yg xnak study , n xnak usaha lgsung .. just doa je... wey doa tnpa usaha tu mane boleh weh !~ hidup ni kenalaa seimbang ! n lg satu, watch ur words. never say anything that menampakkan yg awk tu memperlekehkan kekuasaan Allah .. cthnye, aku doa byk kali dah , xjadi pon.Allah xnak dgr doa aku la tu. die bukan suke kat aku bla3.. please , never turn back from Allah.. husnuzon towards Him ! cepat atau lmbt, Allah akn fulfill kan.. tp depend la whether it suits wif u or not. Allah knows the best,,Dia da pikir pros and cons of the rezeki/obstacles to give to u.. So, just accept it n make use of it :)

ok, stakat ni dulu sesi ceramah dari saya..Smua yg buruk tu dtg dr sy n yg baik tu dr Allah S.W.T.. kite sume masih byk kurang dlm ilmu keakhiratan.. besides enhancing ur knowledges,y dont u top up also ur akhirat knowledge? k k k heeee..

sincerely Miss LOL

Wednesday, 17 July 2013

rindu setengah mati !


hello hello hello !!!

I'm back !! siyesly xsabar nak kongsi my life as a UNIVERSITIAN !!
I miss to write on my blog.I want to pour everything that wandering in my mind !!
sobs sobs. actually baru lepas nangis.. rindu giler kat pc, rindu kat kawan2 especially , rindu atmosphere kat asrama yg meriah.. rindu nak lompat, nak bising2, nak tegur org tnp kire kenal ke tak,,hiii..
but kat sini, it seems awkward if i behave like that coz well sume org dah grow older n only me yg masih awet mude. sobs !
tajuk tu actually my faveret lagu skang ni !! <3 


Okay, lets talk about UIA ! UIA Petaling Jaya.. ok first of all , I'm from engineering course and dapat 2 TAHUN.. hahahaha sedihkan ? lame tu.. degree mybe 3 or 4 tahun.but, think positive towards Allah.. He knows better and what is the best for us. So , I assume that I would discover a lot of knowledge here..

Back to main issue, IIUM / UIA is where I am now.. name ISLAM ANTARABANGSA kan.. but you guys  jgn pandang tinggi sgt or rendah sgt.. Well, org selalu ckp "UIA laa sgt.. tp x Islamik pon.. kat luar free hair, dlm je bertudung.. mcm2 laa.. n xkurang jgk yg takut nak masuk UIA sbb tkut nnt kluar jadi ustajah laa ape laa.. So, let us wash away the bad or nice things about UIA coz I'm gonna reveal the truth.. UIA is suitable for everyone tak kire laa yang alim ke yang perangai entah pape.yang xtutup aurat or tutup aurat.. masuk lah uia.. dijamin gembira..Emm, lets talk about the pros and cons living in IIUM.. harap2 jika ad pmbace ni dklgan budak UIA, jgn marah ekk coz I only share my opinion.. so jgn ambik hati  :p

PROS ~

personally, I think budak Kelantan lagilaa friendly compared to other states.. imagine laa time bkenal2 lan kitorg da bleh mingle easily.. tp lau bknalan dgn budak luar, diorg mcm x bg warm welcome pon..tapi alhamdulillah, dlm byk2 society ke kelas ke ape ke, my roomates are the best..coz they can adapt with me.. me? talkative, joker, laught a lot, clean is the first priority and all la..lau org knal ente, ente tahulaa yer.. :) 

but, it's different with my classmates.. Lau dgn girls, alhamdulillah coz otak diorang pon giler2 jugak.. yeay2 ! so xdelaa terpendam sgt bakat sy dlm ckp byk2.. hu. tp yg xbest nye pelajar laki. entahlaa.. diorang MALU nk tgur sy dlm kelas.. dhla SAYA sorang.. ok tu sgt laa xphm..coz girls lain diorang tgur plak.. so sy ade sorang je kawan laki which is my class representative, Syazwan.. So, xdelaa bosan sgt kehidupan ni.. haha..yelaa, dahla all the girls in my class fanatic kat korea, n me? phm2 jelaa. hny Izzue Islam dihati.. <3 so, terdiam sudah sy ni if topic korea hangat diperkatakan :/  Plus, budak2 kelas sy ni xdiscover lg kut yg sy ni byk ckp .. diorg xkenal lg sy ni jnis yg cemane.. so I'M BORED !

Alhamdulillah, kat sini ade solat berjamaah, ade usrah and byklaa jgk islamic knowledge yg di nurture kan..
ad bace al mulk before tido.. tp xde laa slalu.. tp kadang2 tu die pasang kat speaker.. n mostly sal islamic knowledge ni, it depends pade kite..Lau kite ase kite seek for it, we can join.. Lau xnak, xpew.. sbb tiade paksaan dalam Islam :) but to me, benda2 camtu susah nk dpt kat U lain. kite ni yg terpilih so why don't kite usahakan utk join it?btmbhlaa ilmu keakhiratan tu skit..xdela jakun sgt nnt. haha..

Makanan kt sni pon murah2.. Lau nasi n lauk je, rm 3.00 n lau tmbah sayur jadi rm3.50 .. murah kan? well.
emm ade wafer, burger, ade steamboat, ade roti canai, ade masakan panas , ade yee mee, ade kek, ade pavlova (ade bakery ok.. ) and cafe pon ade byk.. so , xdelaa bosan sgt mkn kt cafe same je.. bleh btukar2 selera. hiii..tapi kat sini korang won't find out food yg sedelicious mcm kat KELANTAN ~ kat sini ( cafe ) nasi goreng kampung xbyk kangkung,xbyk ikan bilis..nasi kerabu xde tumis ==' xde sambal belacan wey kat sini ==' Huwaaa... rindu makanan kt DS ( dewan selera kt asrama) .. kat sini, mkn kt kafe ( meja yg ade 4 krusi) or mkn lam bilik je.. rindu makan kt dewan sbb dpt mkn ramai2, ckp2 n meriah la ! hanye budak asrama je paham.. huuuuuuuuuuuu..... the benefits of eating together.. the joy we gained :'(

byk laaa jugak pros, nak ke kelas pon xjauh, pasar malam pon dekat,bas pon ade tnggu kt dpan pagar n mcmlaa... tp exsaited nak citer pasal cons nii hahaha..


CONS ~

boikot budak xpenah duk asrama ! haha xdela.. tp there's a lot of differences between boarding school students and daily school students ! and of course laaa budak boarding school lagi memahami n pro duduk kt asrama.. haha.. contohnye, diorang mcm xleh adapt lau nak masuk blik, kite ketuk n suh masuk.. lau org ckp masuk tu masuklaa .. ni x, imagine laa tiap kali org ketuk bilik sy, even sy kate MASUK MASUK MASUK, diorg xmasuk. so last2 kena turun katil double decker ni utk bukak pintu ! kononnye beradab la tu.. tp wey ni asrama laaa.. trylaa adapt bende gitu.. hmm.. 
satu lg toilet.. xde dah istilah AFTER AFTER.. even letak bakul kt depan tu, org masuk je -_- ..
paham ? haha..duduk dlm asrama/universiti ni , kite xleh selfish tau x ! ni sejadah pon bentang kt die sorang je.. lau kat asrama SHARING IS CARING ok !.. ha !satu lg, kbykan budak2 yg jrg jemaah kut kat surau, xreti2 nak rapat saf.. imagine laa smyg jemaah, tp sume jauh2, kononnye nak comfortable laa sgt. grr.. 
Ha, bilik kan berkongsi, so jgnlaa buat bilik tu mcm kite sorang je duduk.. baju kotor campak sana sini, sampah merate2.. grr..geram btul..ase blessed duk asrama coz xdelaa awkward sgt nk adapt buat itu ini.. 


Even UIA ni unversiti Islamik tp jgn khuatir coz orang2 nye xde laa 100% Islamik.. ade je yg pki tudung transparent, tudung singkat, xpki handsock, xpki sock , n mcm2 la.. sume nye bergantung pade diri sendiri.. kite sendiri kena evaluate yg mane baik n mane yg buruk.. so xdela kite tersasar drp Islam yg sbenar :) 
tp xdelaa social sgt..biase2 je. tp xteruk pon.. minor je yg camtu :) ade satu time ni , sy geram dgn sorang senior.. punyelaa best die duk bg tazkirah pasal aurat, usrah bla3, tibe2 die mention " sy xtaulaa budak mrsm ni tau x psl bende camni coz sy xpenah duk mrsm.. korang tau x usrah tu ape?*lebih kurang camtu laa tp berkait dgn agame.. giler geram kan? ko ingt mrsm ni xde penerapan agame langsung ke? huh. sy pon ckp *dok, mrsm bukey gitu* i mean, kitorg taula.. pastu , sep2 mrsm pc ni include me mcm benganglaa sbb MRSM kami sgt menekankan agame.. pki handsock, sarung kaki, solat dhuha, bace mathurat  usrah ,doa sblum bbuka, al mulk before tido.. kan ?????? ase mcm nak ckp je MRSM PC is better than UIA ! huh. hehehe. sory if i terlampau !

Haa ! Ape lagi ekk? emm , xramai pon budak kelantan kt sini.. emm actually, I think laki yg bkn kelantan lagi  baik kut.. hoohoo. rase2 laaa.. kos hidup kt KL ni mahal .. milo mahal , maggi mahal ,  byk laa yg mahal.. I mean harga benda2 camtu digandakan lagi.. haiyaaa...Ha !! kt asrama sy ni, ampaian die kecik je..ampaian kat koridor je.. xde pon ampaian kt bawah sinaran matahari tuuu.. asrama lain ad tp asrama sy laa xde.. hii..sorilaa lau merungut. tp nak citer kt korang je :) emm kt sini wi fi slow giler wey.. ni bilik kitorang share duit utk bli modem. tp lam bilik , connection tetap slow. haish !! belajar kt sni ok je. and yg pling penting x PACK mcm U lain.. even kitorg ad additional subjects which are English, Arabic and Computer.. Emm , kat sini sgt lain kt mrsm PC.. emm tu je kut.

All said and done, I MISS MY HOMETOWN N FORMER SCHOOL , MRSM PENGKALAN CHEPA so much ! 

p/s  : Ss , Ety, Jiji, Kubih, Dibah, Mai, Dijoh, Epaa, Belon. Momoi, Ee munk , Rina my classmates , my roomates , I miss you all. ase mcm kat U ni, xde org  pon yg bleh disamakan dgn korang.. yg dpt gelak same2, makan same2, jalan same2, n sumenye BERSAMA SAMA.. xde lg.. lau ade pon tp x often.. disini sy nk ckp sy sayang sangat kat korang n sedih sgt kite sume xde sorang pon smua !!!! muahh muahh :'( sgt besyukur dpt bkwan ng korang. miss you guys ! i miss our childishNess !

,



sincerely Miss LOL

Sunday, 28 April 2013

Kalau sayang , ape buktinyer????



talking about *sayang* , have you ever wonder * Loving without proof * ???????

emm emm xde kan? hehehe..

al kisah nye camni,

mase tu petang, dlm kete (one family) nk mkn kt kedai la kirenyer.. mase nk order mknan tu, my dad xorder..die ckp nk tumpang2 mknan kami je..n mase duk tunggu mknan tu, die duk ckp fon psl tempah (gulai serati n ayam kampung).. *pelik2 ayah aq ni.. then die pon tny my mum , nk bg mknan tu dlm ape? (dlm tupperware or paperbag)? mule2 my mum kate la tupperware. so die pon pegi la sorang2 naik keta smate2 nk cari tupperware tu. die pegi sorang2 even my mum suh bwk sorang coz takut die pitam (he is not well :'(  lame sgt die pergi...... smpai2 mknn pon tggl sikit je.. n die dtg tu,xsempat mkn .. terus rushing nk gi airport, nk antar sume mende tu (gulai2) ke airport , coz boss die yg mane entah nk buat balik mende tu -_- .. or nk mkn terus kot time tu.. 
(jgn slhkan die sbb workaholic. this is a proof that he works hard for his family )
soo.. my dad yg xmkn sjak tgh hari tu pergi ke airport leaving us kt pantai timur dlu..
then lpas magrib, die baru dtg ke pntai timur to fetch us. lame kan nk melayan kerenah bos yg nk board airplane nih -_- .. mase duk ats kete tu , my mum yg drive.. coz die kate die nk pitam dh ni. pening giler sbb xmkn.. soooooo kami ke kedai mkn.. mkn22222.. mase nak naik kete tu, I saw his difficulty to walk to the car.. mcm xlarat sgt.. jalan pon pgg bahu my mum. I knew he was exhausted..


SUPERDAD !!! :*



mase duk atas kete tuh....

I was thinking thoroughly about my dad's sacrifices that maybe we can't see clearly .. -_-
contohla yer, mcm my adik bongsu tu, nmpak sgt die syg kt my mum lebihh compared to my dad..
hahahaha.. even sy nmpak jelas my dad sgt manjekan/ sygkan die.
even spenat2 die balik keje, if ahmad ckp nk beli gule2, die sanggup kuar mlm nk beli.
teringt plak mase hari jumaat, mase tu otw balik dr pasir mas n supermarket, mase nk smpai rumah tu, 
Ahmad pon ckp * Papa, nak makan pisang..* ayh sy pon katela nape baru ckp, nape xckp mase kt supermarket.. die pon kate ,  mase kt tesco ahmad dh tgk , xde .. 
actually, Ahmad ni even die kecik tp ade je die nk jawab -_- 
xsangka plak, my dad gi U turn just to get the pisang..
geram btul ! mase tgk Ahmad n my mum turun nk beli pisang kt kedai tepi jalan tu, sy pon ckp la
* boo monyet nk mkn pisang *
my dad pon ckp * biarla .. die lame doh tu nk mkn pisang *
grrr.. so I was thinking, aq mcm ni xdlu? lau aq nk , aq dpt xdlu? I can't memorize it..but I knew my dad..
die mcm Superdad.. lau mende tu xluar jangkaan, die akn usaha la nk dptkan.. 
cth satu lg, Mia dlu die nangis sbb rindu sgt kt femily mase duk Tumpat.. die nk sgt my dad buat rayuan utk gi mrsm Pc.. don't get me wrong.. mase tu, mmg mase budak2 f4 pakat buat rayuan blake.. so Mia is one of them.. yelaa. sy pon geram jgk kt Mia sbb nangis sbb bende tu.. tu baru Tumpat.. Lau nk difikirkan balik, sy ni kire ok la xmerungut dlu .. dlu mase, sy f2 till awal2 f4, my family lived in Kuantan. xpernah outing n balik cuti sem gitu bru balik.. tp yelaa maybe sy ng Mia ni lain.. sy kakak n die adik. So, sy pon perlula memhami jiwa org muda :) 

PAPA !!
I'm so touched :'(

ok2 ! nk sambung *termenung-an * kt ats kete td ....
pastu sy pon teringat la kt kawan2 sy yg xpakai tudung / xtutup aurat..
I was thinking, dieorang ni xnak tutup aurat mybe sbb rase rambut tu cantik sgt n bla3..
di sudut lain, die tak fikir ke yg dosa die tu turut disalurkan kt ayah die?
even ayah die dh meninggal / alim sekalipon, he would shoulder ur sins ..
sape yg kate die tu *anak bapak* la .. rapat ngan *ayah* la, prove it ! not just in action ( peluk, care or etc ) but bear in mind about pahal dosa. xkan yg tu pon xleh fikir !!!!


SEDAR SEDAR LA YER..
JANGAN PENTINGKAN DIRI SENDIRI !

yelaaa. kate sayang.. peluk cium segale bg kt ayah kite.. 
tapi dlm sudut lain, kite xfikir for incoming hereafter/akhirat..
adakah kasih sayang kite trhdp ayh kite masih berkekalan? proved?
bygkan mase akhirat nnt, ayah yg kite syg selame ni.. yg xhenti2 keje coz nk support kluarga kiter..
nak bg anak2 xrase hidup susah mcm die dlu. :'( tp ape yg kite balas? tanpa kite sedar, kite yg menghumbankan die ke neraka. diseksa dgn azab yg pedih :'(.. Nauzubillah.. 

dun get this point wrong, bukn nk ckp org yg xtutup aurat tu xtanggung dosa..dosa yg dibebani kaum bapa is kecuaian mereka tidak mendidik dgn sempurna.tapi kalau die dh sehabis mungkin bg didikan suh tutup aurat, tp anak tu masih xtutup jgk.. die dah terlpas dosa tu.. sbb hidayah ditangan Allah.for more infos, click http://lobaitampin.blogspot.com/2012/01/bapasuami-tanggung-dosa-anakisteri.html



Lau korang ponder about this matter, mmg korang akn rase sgt menyesal n takut sgt.. takut nk kuar rumah..
takut la.. n lebih behave :) .. sedarilah akn pengorbanan ayah sejak kite kecil lg until kite 18 tahun ni.
bukan nk suh xsyg ibu , tp korang tu jgn abaikan ayah jugak. even die x selembut hati ibu, tp deep in his man's heart , he loves his children :') ...
so kaum Hawa ! be a good Muslimah dat give a relief for parents not only in world , but also in hereafter ;)
itulah bukti yg sbenar2 nyer ..

#peringatan untuk sy jugak .. lau slh, jgn marah.. sekadar mlepaskan geram di hati..

Sexy itu up-to-date?
well we would see it,
nnt kat akhirat pakaian sape pling TOP !



sincerely Miss LOL

Monday, 22 April 2013

Ape punyer rumours la.....


12 April 2013...


What's on your mind???????

sape2 yg apply MARA punyer scholarship/loan ape entah sume kalut kan nk tgk dpt ke x.
including me :3
so lepas dpt tau kptusan tu , ad yg dpt 16 hb or 17 hb..
prepare la for interview dgn penuh ilmu di dada :3
bace punyer bace, praktis pny praktis..
habisla sume org interview pd 16hb tu.. sy punyer interview tu 17 hb..
so kire nasib baikla skit kan..



Done wif mara...haha, nk soaln bocor ke? topup 30 hinggit dlu!
ok2, gurau je, klau sudi bagi je, ok gurau je, hahaha.,
mcm ni, ada test je.. no intrview... kene perah otak btol2,haha...bkn iqtest, tpi based on fture planning, komuniti, pastu ada lg soalan ntah pape...tpi most of tha que pasal bisnes(syukur, bnde paling aku minat), pastu leadrship, syrikat ape sume tu...soaln math kene pikir luar kotak skit,...haha..soalan pasal ank luar nikah pun ada..wattaquestions?
paling xleh blah dye tanya "bapak mary ada 5 orang anak. ank pertama brnama nana, ank kdua brnama nene, ank ktiga brnama nini, dan anak keempt brnama nono. siapakah nama anak kelimanya?" aku jwb-nunu, btol lha kan?, btw, gud luck utk sesape yg kene g 6t!!
teringat kat satu soalan MARA tadi.(IQ TEST)..lebih kurang gini ar soalan die..(yg dah shortkan)..
Mary ada 4 orang adik beradik...seorang Nana,kedua nene,ketiga nini, anak keempat nama apa??
A-Nina
B-Nona
C-Nunu
D-Mary..
haha...*betulkan pilihan jawapan kalau salah...

ok bla bla bla.. kitorang nie kononnye ingt ad INTERVIEW la..prepare bagai nak rak,
*ye kew?*so bebudak 17 hb ni menarik nafas lega termasuklah diri ini..

disebalik PSYCHOMETRIC test tu, ad la jgk citer2 yg berunsur kesedaran ttg pengorbanan parents terhdp kitew2 nim

ade tu , parents *both* of them snggup amik cuti semate mate nak antr anak nyer yg nk *interbiu* nim
xkurang jugak ad yg beli kasut baru untuk interbiu.. ehem3 tini terr..
ade jugak yg sanggup berulang alik dr kedai fotostat ke cyber cafe ..
macam2 usaha parents ni utk mlengkapkan persiapan anak2 nye ke tmpat interbiu :3
 mcm sy plak, mak sy yg amik cuti coz ayh sy sibuk sgt coz die kene attend Karnival MARA tuu..
dahla 2 jam nk boleh ke smpai kt sane :"( time kasih mama ku :*
moral nye, appreciate your parents ! and pasang niat betul2 nak sambung belajar kerana Allah, nak balas jase parents yg tinggi menggunung !there's still time to set up ur goal

ok, ni nak share citer sal rumet sy mc jah aka izzah :P

"oke bce nim
pagi xd tolok lewat skit sbb abh izzah kte dekat jer
so dlm 1 jm lebih bleh sapa
dlm pkul 10.30, brenti kt masjid besut sbb nop tukar pakaian
tiba2 bru prase, bag sandang ore tertinggl kt umh
dlm bag tu ada ic kut
trus abah izzah sruh kwn dyo g amik kt umh
lps tu drive ke arah besut
abah izzah plop
lps jer letak izzah ngan mok izzah kt mrsm besut
dyo drive balik mula
dyo janji nop jupo kt tgh jale ngan kwn dyo tu
punyala risau sbb klu interview kn ic tu petim
so, terpaksa la balik mula
rupa2nya test iq jer
dan x guna lasum pum ic tu
agak frust..
the end..
amacam?
best x story sy"


sedikit perkongsian drp nik izzah atira , my loveable roomate. nk tgk gmbr die? :p


the pink one





Rumours yang sy nak ckp nye sebenarnye we thought it was interview but we ended up with PSYCHO test..
kawan2 yg xdpt MARA, jgnla sedih plak.. asasi masih ade. matrik masih ad. lagipon calon MARA ni ramai giler2 n sy pon xpasti dpt ke x.. insha Allah rezeki ade dimane2 .. jgn putus berdoa :D

p/s : special thanks and big applause to kengkawan yg *interbiu* pd 16 hb tu coz sudi share pengalaman n bg soalan spot kat kami , golongan 17 hb .. timekaseh sbb xkedekut ilmu.. sy doakan korang berjaye utk test ni.. :D aminn :* muaxx syg sume2


sincerely Miss LOL