sebenarnya baru2 ni which is rabu lepas,aku ade masalah..and masalh tu efek giler kot. smpi xlalu makan n even xmakan nasi. kalau korang tau ak yg mkn mcm keto galo, mmg truk benar mslhnye kan.tp alhamdulillah, ade due org rumet ak yg gigih bg semangat dgn kate2 islamik yg ak xleh deny n smpi sentap ke hati, tertusuk2 bagai smpi sedar la yer allah uji ak nk ak ni kembali balik pd die,mybe slame ni ak blom ckup byk beribadat pdNya n maybe ap yg ak kerjakan blom ckup smpurna n ckup2 mkn je. Ya allah , terase betape bdosanyee ak skrg ni ..
nak dgr ke mslhnye? mslh ni mcm bongok je sbnrnye.nk citer pon malu.aritu pon citer kt Shuhadah je,tp yg memalukan lg Sumayyah plak dgr.malu bertimpa2.. sbb mslh mcm budak kecik je.heeeee. so jom bace kisah sy..
kisahnya begini...
aku ade sorang kawan baik lagi, n mmg sorang tu je kalau nk difkir2kan paling rapat n paling baik gilerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! minggu tu die sibuk sgt dengan event rafest(mcm psr minggu tp under student) and teater.die director teater n hero citer tuh... so ak ni mmg baik sgt la ng die,so tiap ari ak pegi booth yg die jual,dhla reti masak.haih.. tiap ari pegi ,n ad time pegi die xde kt situ.pastu msg die,die trus dtg.. walau borak skit,tp ak happy.sbb rase mcm dh lame xckp.lps atok ak meninggal,jrg jmp die n ckp ng die sbb masing2 sibuk even sekelas pon.. so time ni la nk eratkan ukhwah balik.kononnnyer.......... so smpai la weekend trsebut,hari sabtu tu, die ad teater tp ak xpegi sbb mama mari kl pulok dohhhhh.. sedih gilerrrr sbb ak tau die msti frust even die ckp xpe xpe... so hbis weekend tuh,masukla week baru kan?ak dk msg2 die tp die bls lmbt giler.n smpi stu tahap tu,die xmsg pon .lol. sbnrnye kitorg salu contactla kt wasep sbb kawan baik kan. so lau tetibe xmsg,msti pelik kan? dlu lau die busy dgn silat ke (presiden silat), die tetap ade mase utk wasep aku.tp not anymore........aku pon serkap jrg la kan "ang ad org len dh ka?" .. die ckp xla die busy giler222 pesume. tp ak terkilannye,rafest da habes,teater dah hbis.tp wallahualam la if die mmg busy benda laen plak kan.smpi la ari isnin malam rasenyer, die gitau die dh janji ng sorang pmpuan ni yg die akn tnggu pmpuan tu, n pmpuan tu pon tnggu die. and ak bengang giler2.sbb ape????? admirer ak dh xde dh sbb die dh ad org len.yerr, dlu die suke ak tp ak friendzonedkan sbb ak xde prsaan n xreti nk describe prsaan sndiri.n mmg sedihlaa ya allah !! bkn sedih sgt pasl admirer bkurang.tp sedih sbb ak bru sedar ak suke die right after he met someone that can replace me.smpi hari ni kitorg xckp lg.even kdg2 ak mention name die kt quote2 sentap kt ig.yg ckp psl friendship n so on.sbbnye ak rase mcm die dh xutamakn ak.bkn ape,die mcm dh xnk kwn or bkwn biase which is less wassaping.tp ade title friend je.sedihnye.. kitorg kwn sejak sem satu lg..lps dtg girl tu, die pon mcm kurang rapat ng aku..i love our friendship so much.i know bnda ni akn stable balik lps ak dh ok.sbbnye ak yg undur diri skrg ni sbb xdpt trime die dh dikebas org.die special sgt orgnye.. so mmg sedihla kan,kenape ak xsedar yg org yg nakkan ak slame ni sgt bernilai... kaki masjid, kuat agama,pandai masak,pandai n so on.tp die xkapel pon ng girl tu, diorg berjanji utk disatukan kelak je.. jelesnye rase... asalnye ak xkenal pon girl tu,tp seldik pny selidik jmp gk muke girl tu.mmg padan la.muke baik sgt lau nk compare ng muke ak yg nur ni mcm ad xde je.. so mse tu mmg downnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn sgt.. tiap malam nangis. tp lps kena tarbiah ng shuhadah n sumayyah, xnangis dh.sedih skit2 je. sbb mmg salah ak pon.sape suh jual mahal dulu.sape suruh aniaya die dulu.. pastu,diorg kate ad jodoh ad la..pastu suh study leklok utk sem ni,jgn main2 hahaha.pastu ckp,jgn nangis byk kt manusia,nangisla kt allah.allah nk tunjuk tuu.. haih.ain ain teruknye kau ni.pastu sumayyah pon suh selfishkan diri skit,jgn thinking too much about others.be selfish especially to boys. jgn fkir hal org laen smpi lupe psl diri sndiri.sbb last2 ak yg end up sedihnye..n die ckp dlu die pon penah gk sedih sbb laki.bkn main beria lg sedih.tp smpi satu tahap,die trsedar yg die sedih beriaa kt mnsia.tp kat Allah ?? :'( and sumayyah jga ckp lau btul tu jodoh kite,in shaa allah dipermudahkan,xperlu efforts. fuhhh.. sentap ~ n one pendirian of her "kalau btul die nak kt aku,die takkan cari lain" . even mcm xrelevan ng problem ak skrg.ke relevan ? lau shuhadah plak, die nasihat suh istikarah sbb ak sndiri xtau nk buat kptusan kan, btul ke x die ni trcipta utk ak.entah2 ak dk sedih mengenangkan jodoh org laen. huhu.. n kdg2 shuhadah ni phm jiwa ak sbb biasenye lau ak ad mslh gitu,die akn ad gk.so die pon ad gk skrg ni.tp die dh okay skit dh. aku ni bru alami. Ni potongan nasihat from shuhadah. "Ain ,sy xtau nak kabo gano either to stop or continue tu keep in touch with him sbb awk pon xtau ap yg trbaik utk awk.walaupon awk bleh predict what is the best for u,but istikarah la utk jwon trbaik ". . emm sbnrnye cerita ni xdetail pon.i only told you the main story.. minor2 xciter sbb pnjg laa.sblum ni ad dh penah citer kt blog psl laki ni confess dlu.tp entri tu ak xsuke die lg .hahaha. padan muke ain.. jual mahal,pastu end up trlepas permata yg dicari. ya allah , semoga ujian ini bg ak peringatan utk xlagi meremeh2kan agama.. sbb ak bru sedar, ak ni ckp je pcaye rukun islam n iman,tp lau btul ak pcaye rukun iman.cthnye la kan, pcaye kpd malaikat.knp ak still lg buat dosa if ak tau yg malaikat ni 24 jam ade utk catat kebaikan n keburukan yg aku buat. n knape lau ak solat, ak still bleh buat jht sdgkan dlm ayt al quran surah ankabut ad menyebut yg solat ni dpt cegah kemungkaran. byk lg yg bleh kite find out yg kite not fully Muslim or just Muslim dlm ic jer.. nenek ak selalu pesan, "ain kena byk baco buku ilmu agama.. islam ni bkn nk suh maye n poso jah.maye n poso ni benda basic.ain kena bce bku2 agame biar ain tau lg detail n berpengetahuan lg psl islam ni. umi nk citer pon xkan hbis.so ain amik jah buku2 umi ni.pinjam n bace."pastu die bagi buku by Hamka.tp ak bce satu chpter pon xhbis lg.. teruknye aku ni.tp lps nenek ak pesan tu, rase mcm berminat sgt nk tau lbih detail... alhamdulillah, if kite sedar khilaf kite tu maknenye kite still ade iman. bile lg kite nk berubah kalau bukan skrg?????? tetibe ckp psl agama.pdhl tjuk psl masalah kan? sokay la psl mslh tuh..doakan yg ak ni dpt convert balik syg as more than friends to as bestfriends smula. rindu kott kt die.. dh lame xwasep..tige hari je pon baru.hehehe. tp i miss my besfriend.seriously.. mase ayh ak meninggal dlu, die la yg solat jenazah ghaib utk ayh ak. sape xterharu tu xtahu la kan.. dhla tahun ni,kwn baik die ad meninggal.pastu ak plak buat hal,nk tgglkan die.jht kan aku ni.pdhl asasi nk hbis dh.i suppose use this time wisely.. saem molek2 n pisoh molek2. huhu
sincerely Miss LOL
hari ni masuk 12 April dah which is ade 3 minggu lebih je lagi before final. Ya Allah dekat gile2 dah kan.. tapi tak tahulah kenape sy ni xsedar2 diri lagi. dahla azam xnak kuar sgt sem ni hancusss.tp at least tak keluar straight tige hari.tu je yg berjaye.. yg paling tak tahan nyer, minggu ni n next week dh ad plan dah.weekend ni gi tido uia gombak jmp kema.. pastu following week plak kena balik umah maksdare plak sbb ade birthday celebration !!!!!!!!! ya allah, i know im just ruining my future... kenape susah sgt nk dpt kesedaran diri utk berubah n spend the the time left to studyyyyyyyy !!!! semangat mase skolah n kt universiti lain sgt... xtau lahhhh kenape.tp xleh nk blame sape2.kena blame kan diri sendiri jugak !! tgkla skrg ni pdhl,ade subjek maths n comp sedang tnggu utk dipulun sbb ad kuiz minggu depan for maths and chemistry.tp stilll duk taip mlsh kt blog.. dahla midsem baru2 ni hancur. rosak habis carry mark,tkutnyeee allah je tahu...takut2 pon tak berganjak jugak..okayla doakan semangat ain dtg balik okay ? baiiiiiii.
sincerely Miss LOL
Semalam touch down kt kl around 9 pm.. pastu sampai rumah nk dekat kul 10.30 pm la jugakk... sampai2 terus dinner.. siap tambah lg.. sebenarnye sejak duk rumah, sy elakkan makan lewat . Kirenyee before kul 7 tu dah makan la unless mase keje dulu.. sekarang ni pom tengah kekenyangan makan kt rumah sepupu.. lauk menyelerakan gilerr. Ayam kari, ikan keli ,kangkung goreng and sambal tempe.maunyerr xtambah nasik. So sekarang ni tgh rehat2 lan perut yg membuncit. Actually, i am quite worried .takot naik berat badan.. who knows kan? Tengok kaki pon dah makin besauu.. anyway, dh smpi kl dah pon. So tggl esok je hari before pergi Uia .. xsabarnyee nak belajarr. Otak dah lamee sangat dah rehat.. hope it still functioning 😱 . planning esok nak cari kismis ng mama.. utk tajamkan lagi akal. Hoho.sem ni ramai gk la yg cam sedarr diri n tak mau main2. Hopefully , kawan2 understand and janganla mengajakk sy kuar sgt especially budak2 uia la. Jumpe dlm uia pon cukup .. unless mmg kite da xleh jumpe dah nnt.fly kee tahun ni. Tu bleh dipertimbangkan la.. cakap pasal fly, tahun ni ramai gk fly. N diorg fly time sy di kota bharu which means May onwards. So doa2 kan lah saya ni reti save budget skit mase duk uia ni so that mampu la nk bli tiket pergi balik ke kl utk bid farewell u guys...
sincerely Miss LOL
I want to write more and more but i just realize yg esok dah nak bertolak pi kl lepas asar. and diri ini langsung tak packing sebab time malam terusss krohhhh.. so sekian saje bebelan pada 14 januari ini. semoga kite dpt berblogging lagi with more kesedaran entry from me. wassalam. *nak packingg
sincerely Miss LOL
hari tu, my face was quite severeeeeee.. sangat2 excruciating sebab kulit jadi menggelupas and memerahh..stiap kali cuci muke msti pgg pipi sbb pedih sgtt.. tahan jeeee.. nasib baik la one day my mum ade duit and quite free on that time .. so she brought me to klinik dr harun. klinik kulit. she spent rm88 for my skin.and alhamdulillah sekarang dah xmenggelupas and merahhh. alhamdulillah sgt.. thank you Allah.. semoga rezeki Mama melimpah ruah and xdelaa ain rse serba salah sgt hbiskan your rm88 tuu. u know how much sy berusaha utk taknak trouble her. xnak my mum spend much money for me. ckupla diri sendiri xmenyusahkan mama. biarlah adik2 nak still bermewah2 ke ape. susah jugak kite nak pesan byk kali yg papa dah xde. xleh nk shopping mewah mcm dulu.. i have my own stand. xnk spend lot of money smate2 nafsu or keinginan.. kalau perlu , baru shop. in shaa allah. and ppl pon tau yg sy ni mmg kuat kuar jenjalan tp less spending on priceless things. hahah membebel pasal duit plak. pdhl topik muka..
nak kulit haluss macam ety and kubisssssss...
everyone has turned out being very damn good looking especially ss. so me, feeling so insecure and want to follow their steps.
sekarang ni pakai dnars skincare. yes, i admit sy kuat tuka produk.. lols. harapnye this will be the last.. even kdg2 rase kering jugak pakai dnars ni.. tp sumer dh back to normal lps letak ubat provided by doctor.. doctor tu just bg ubat je mase jumpe die.tgk muke pon tidak. well, die dh tau kerja die kan.name lg doktor pakar kulit. ya allah semoga mukaku tak ditumbuhi jerawat dah. dahla 18 hb ni jd bridesmaid. dh byk kli dhhh tolak offer, tp my cousin ni xde org sgt dh kott. suruh mia, die xnak plak.hope i can appear as a nice bridesmaid even selawa bridesmaids lain nnt. hehehe...
ckp psl dnars skincare... i bought the set for rm53.. pastu beli toner rm18.krim kuneng for rm20. mahal gak la. tp murah lagi compare to Kaylena and Tabita.. rasenyer. i spent most money for the sake of my skin. dhlaa seafood mmg xmkn and mmg i really concern about my diet. so mmg bab pemakanan bkn punce utk kulit rosak. so xtau lar yer slh ape.. mungkin kurang vitamin dlm badan kot. nak beli satin skinzzzz tp mahal giler ahh ... rm 150 kot..(satin skinz is a vitamin porduct yg kononnye kan cure mslh kulit and byk lg benefit die.. gugel la. typical me yg suke bace review products and terliur nk try.end up last2 xberkesan ng diri sendiri) lau org nk belanja xpe gk.tp sape la nk belanje for hundreds gituu.. sokay2 aing.. bljr elok2.. nnt apply scholarship. pastu gune duit scholarship utk bli benda tu. see? dh ad planning xxelok utk duit biasiswa.. ajet2 dpt jee biasiswa. ya rabbi.. ya Allah. permudahkanlah sy utk apply biasiswa utk degree.xnak mama rase burden tanggung sy... Mama , i love u and thanks for willing to take care six of us alone.. in shaa allah , we wont create any trouble. maaf jika spnjg ketiadaan papa n hri2 strusnye ain ade kecewakan mama. in shaa allah it wont happen anymore. *baru rase nak jd kakak yg bergune,, slame ni mmg berguna jugak, tp kdg2 ade jugak time malas nk buat kerja rumah. tp tu je kelebihan yg awk ade ain. rajin. so please jgn malas. nnt da berjiran ng ss, nak tlg die kemas rumah die kan ? hahaaha ape pny angan2 laa ng ss ni.. semoga nnt ss dpt bibik yg bleh kemas rumah die ng sares .. ameen
last but not least, doktor pesan for the time being, jgn mkn ayam kampung, telur ayam, ikan bilis( baru tau ikan bilis cause itchy) ikan aya, belacan, seafood kacang.. alhamdulillah naseb baik xperlu berpantang sgt sbb mmg xmkn pon benda tu except for the anchovies.. so xleh mkn anchovies je.. nad my mum told me jgk yg ikan bilis tuu even kecik, kalori die tinggi giler expecially kt kepale and yg black-like kt body die.so lau nk bli bilis tu,sebolehnyee mntk yg dah terbelah due.. lols. sekadar info okay ? ikan bilis mmg sedapp tp menggemukkan rupenyerrr.. #prayforhealthylife
sincerely Miss LOL
most of my roomates kat uia sume fikir sy ni exsaited sgt nak masuk sem baru ni. they dont know what i think actually. byk benda yg sy fikir. its not easy to face ppl yg mostly dh ade degree.dah fly sumee. best tgk kawan2 yg dh degree and fly. alhamdulillah, sy dikelilingi kawan2 yg pandai dan baik2. naseb baik diorg sudi kawan ng sy.. anyway, i just want to express my gratitude for having them ya Allah. mama kate xsume org bertuah, disayangi kwn2. sbb most humankind ni, always ade sifat benci, jeles and etc. and alhamdulillah, sy xdpt kwn cmtu. xtaulaa if ade.tp i hope i dont have them. nothing to be jealous about me. coz im just an ordinary girl that is showered with love and love of ppl. pffft. ayt cm perasan je, cm org sayang je. wallahualam ,hope diorg really love me. do you ?
back to the topic, nape tahun ni tibe2 ade azam ?
kisahnyee sebab ,
1)tahun ni is last sem kat uia untuk asasi. if sy ade kena repeat paper and so on, xleh nak repeat mase short sem , sebab tahun ni xde short sem !! melainkan awk nak extend lagi setahun for asasi !
so make sure studi betul2 for sem ni , jgn main2 sikit pon. utk maruah diri sendiri gk yer ain ..
2)mostly, reason ade azam sbb nak masuk degree dah. and degree to in shaa allah nak amik jurusan english. thank you so much kubis for always xletih dgr rungutan rengekan kubihs awk yg sbenarnye xpndi pon bi. tp sy xjumpe ap minat syy dh for future. and thank for shuhadah jgk, my roomate yg salu pesan suh istikarah if xtau nk plih ape.. she's right. i have to ask guidance from Allah .
3) hah, okay. tahun ni, i should cut down my hobby which is keluar tiap kali weekend. mmg i often keluar sbb nyer nk jmp kawan2 sekolah. and tahun ni sharina, tini , aimi , iman, aidiq , ety akn fly dahh. so lau kuar pon in shaa allah for sake of them. jgn diikutkan nafsu nak shopping tu ain. simpan duit skettt.. nnt hbis asasi bulan 5 ni, kuarlaaa nak kuar sgt.. tak lari kemane pon jalan tar tuhhh. hehehe..
4) then, kena kurangkan wassap and jgn jadi active sgt laaa kt wasap.. bukannye dpt anugerah pon ainggg wehh. xperlu update gmbr kt ig tiap hari.tiap minggu pon xyah. hahaha. beria sungguh nak tnjuk yg ang tu keluar.keluar senyap2 sudahh..
5) kena kurangkan tidur dahh sem ni.. xperlu laa nak stay up lame2 if most of night u xdpt sgt pon ilmu tuu.. kali ni, make sure study tak lame, tp hasilnye lumayan.. kena fikir,lepas study tu, dpt tak hasilnye ???? jgn mase je terbuang okay ?
6) study kuat2 pon, jgn lupe Allah. ingtlah yg Allah yg berkuase ats segalenyer..so beribadahlaa kpd allah selagi ade kudrat.. solat lah di tengah malam. solat taubat laa wahai ain.. semoga ibadah seterusnyee diterima Allah. if u keep performing hajat prayer, tp xsolat taubat cane Allah nak terima if dosa terdahulu xterhapus lagi ? pandai2 la awk fikir yer ain.. semoga setiap perjalanan kehidupan ini dirahmati Alllah. Ameen.
7)semester ni, i will be taking 4 subjects they are
chemistry 2,mathematics 3, understanding Islam and computer 2.
ye mmg sedih utk belajar benda2 yg u will not take it as ur major for degree.tp awk kena redha ain. jgn stress2. studi jerr.. dptkan best result and continue in what you can. in shaa allah Allah permudahkan sumenyer.. have faith towards Him. Allah is the best planner. bak kat shuhadah, belajar tu wajib, kerja tak wajib.. -____-
8) semalam duk bincang ng shuhadah sal azam tahun baru.. antare main point die is psl makan. she said nak diet. 1kg utk 1bulan..carenyee, breakfast , pastu lunch with dinner trus.. malam plak makan biskut ng milo jee. tp die xnk mkn nasi.nk mkn mi or mihun je. ya rabbi. part tu trpakse unfollow sbb letihlaaa xdpt mkn nasi.. n die nak dinner around kul 4 cmtu. mak aih.. mmg kelaparan lah guwe. in shaa allah my dinner will be around six. xnak mkn lewat sgt, nnt ngantok nk studi. tp xnk awal sgt.. nnt kelaparan plak mase belajar.. macam2 kan,,
9) still thinking lepas subuh nak tidur ke x.even mmg we are all aware yg lps subuh xelok tidur.nnt tertutup pintu rezeki. cane ni aing weh???? kena bljr laa xtido lps subuh. bace mathurat ke, jogging ke apee.. cane nk mudah bljr if pint rezeki tertutup, ..
10) i need to beriadah this time. lau x ,otak xcerdas. and byk lemak malas yg terkumpul.. kena keluarkan jugak peluh even not daily.. akn dipertimbangkann .. maybe twice a week or during weekend only.. bestnyee dpt jogging tiap2 pagi.hrp2 shuhadah nak laa teman aku jogging nnt. hehe. doakan die lembut ati yer guys.. i love her so much :)
11) okay, nk sentuh psl outing plak utk tahun baru ni. make sure bukan tiap2 minggu kuar, n dlm tiap2 minggu kuar tu, pick a day only to paint the town red. and jgn hbiskan duit utk tgk wayang even mmg awk bkn kaki wayang.. dh bwk kan hardisk this sem..so tgk dlm laptop je.. hopefully dpt bwk laptop pi uia. not this one. sepupu pny.hrp die pny tak rosak n i still can write here.
as a wrap up, i really hope from you guys ( xtaulaa ade org nak bace ke x ni) hrp sgt sem ni i will achive my target.. dpt tinggi carry mark, dpt skor mase mid sem, dpt skor tiap kali ade kuiz and dah ade guts utk presentation . -___- and diberi ingatan yg kuat utk hafal hadis and ayt quran utk subjek Understanding Islam ni ..huhu. i want to succeed with flying colours this time. huhu..
sincerely Miss LOL
ade laa satu statement aku bace from a friend of mine, he wrote
"dah kena cari jodoh ke kat Gombak?"
Gombak ni is a place for most UIA students yg degree la. sy masih stuck kt Pj. so xperlu kot nak fikir sal jodoh. tp kena fikir gk la kot.
tgk most 1995 batch ni sumee dh ade partner masing2 kan.,.. siap status ig or wassap pon psl pakwe/makwe masing2.. semoga hubungan korang till jannah and paling penting, jejak ke alam perkahwinan tu. hahaha. yelaaa bercinta bagai nak rak.
pastu, di usia sebegini pon lau nak bercinta sgt la kan, korang dah xleh nak bercinta monyet2 dah.kapel putus kapel putus. orang sekarang ni nak cari the real one dah. xde dh nak pakai buang sume. so be matured. jgn dk pasang due tige empat.. ni ad sorang kwn kpd kwn sy ni duk pasang tige laki senyap2. ya rabbi.sedih btul dgr . sian puak2 laki yg kena tipu tu.. moga one of them terpilih la..
nak cakap partner pon, rase mcm xsesuai je coz i dont have such special one pon. tp ad la sorang laki ni yg emm ade la.. we'll see soon. peace..
tahun ni, memang sy niat dh xnak contact ng sorang laki ni. so mase 31 dis aritu,sy nekad blok dh wasap die.sbb die duk sibuk mengade nk mengorat eventhough the whole world dah tau die tu ad gf. pastu tibr2 dtg wassap kate rindu cinta and tahik ape lar.. xsedar ke dh ade awek.so drp die xnak move on from me, so i stepped out from his life.nnt xdela kena ng awek die dah.sblum ni pon penah kena.tp time diorg dah clash la. tuptup kapel balik. ish3.. ikut korangla. yg pasti my heart dah trtutup utk laki2 yg bajet hot and jenis layan sume girl kt media social. lau boleh, nk cari laki yg xde twitter, instagram and sume la.. wujud ke mslhnyer? tp diri sendiri ni pon ade instagram, cane nk cri org camtu. kite nak yg baik, so kite pon kena la jd baik.. i did spend a night deleting gmbr yg teruk sgt kt ig. sbb kdg2 posting my ugly pose, actually humiliating myself jugak -_________- doakan one day i will sedar n buang account ig.skrg xsedar diri lg. sedar skit je..
pastu ad satu lg malam, my bestfriend laki ni , die duk citer yg awek die yg sblum ni tudung labuh dah berjinak2 pki tudung xlabuh. eventhough to me, dh labuh dh. cume die ckp,nampak susuk tubuh. and die rase kecewala.n he said too dont blame him if he likes other girls kt uia yg much more labuh tudungnyer.. ya rabbi, mase tu i feel so ashamed with myself . sbb selama ni kite pki tudung dh tutup dada n rase dh secure.tp rupenye ad gk lelaki yg mghrpkan lagi labuh. ni la lau duk uia kan, laki laki sumee nk yg serba molek. naseb baik kwn ak ni mmg org tau , die sememangnyee baik.so i hope the best for him.semoga awek die kembali pki tudung labuh tutup susuk tubuh jugak :) in shaa allah ,, kite yg 20 thun ni, xdpt nak pki selabuh mungkin pon, jgn pki baju ketat yg nampak susuh tubuh and pki tdung labuh tutup tmpt yg diken\hendaki. jgn pki tudung atas dada.. bak kate kema "style org bandar laa, jnis pki tudung ats dada".. Nauzubillah, semoga kite xterbukak ati utk expose that things. pffft -___________- phm x ap yg sy bebelkan ni? hehehe
so conclusionnyer, xtau laa ptut fikir psl jodoh ke x.. korang rase????? bak kate kubis, kite kena hbiskan belajar dluu.. get a job. bru bleh nk berangan, nk dptkan laki kaye or nk goyang kaki je time kawen. lgpon , to me canelaa nk ngorat k\org2 kaye if kite pon xde ape2 speciality. keep prayingggg guys for the best jodoh.. mama pesan, mase muda ni laa nk doa utk dpt jodoh baik2.. in shaa allah mama. ain akn xlupe utk doa dptkan jodoh yg baik yg dpt jage ain ..
sincerely Miss LOL
