Wednesday, 24 July 2013

USrah di UIA




Emm, actually nk ulas psl usrah kt uia tp ase nnt jd panjang lebar plak ! ah ! how to cut my essays from be too long ..
K sy nak share psl satu tajuk usrah kitorg dgr smlm , iaitu AKHLAK.. mybe xbyk dpt sy kngsikan sbb sy xingt sgt. but, part modul tu sy ingt coz it's about friendship.time tu, kak usrah suh pick any crumpled paper each n answer the question..

The question was....
"Pernah x anda mempunyai kawan karib?Jika ya, apakah sifat yang membuatkan anda tertarik dengannye?"

Mase duk tnggu giliran utk berceloteh tu, I pikiq, mstilaa pernah ade.. xkan xde kwn karib kot..And I wondered how can I live alone?without any company?without any story teller?without a listener to my sighs.
n time tu jgk sy pikiq psl org2 yg xdisukai, org yg annoying, org yg pendiam, yg xramai kwn, yg live in the world all by herself.. cane laa depa iduq kan? kdg2, ase kesian jgk kat certain people yg xdisukai msyrkat.. xde ke org nk pegi kt die and enliven her life back ? 

bla3 n my answer was brief which was " Pernah ! Name die dot dot dot.. Ape yg ade pd die ? Die la kwn yg ADA DIKALA KU SUKA, DIKALA KU DUKA.. suke and duke. dats general n byklaaa kesusahan n kesenangan yg kami face together.. .cthnye : mane nk cari kwn yg snggup nk ikut blik asrama mase awk xbwk klkultor time SPM? mne nk cri kwn yg snggup korban mase bljr, smate2 nk buat prank bsday yg ntah pape?mne nk cri kwn yg snggup tnggu mkn smpi hbis, ikut jee kite nk pi mne even nk jmp cikgu pon(yg xpelukan accompany pon kan...  "habis " 


Pastu, kak usrah pon ulas lagi .. die kate nak cari kawan karib tu, bkn sebab org tu happy go lucky ke hot ke ape ke..Carilah kwn yg dpt ubah kite ke arah kebaikan coz peranan kwn baik pling kuat dlm mncorakkan diri kite nnt. cthnye, if kite duk tido terbongkang lg mase subuh, she's da one that inuxerably wakes u up so that u don't miss the prayer.. n time tu sy pon mysal sbb xulas pnjg sal kwn sy tuu coz she also have that criteria. I have a friend dat always drag me to akhirat path...

di samping mengejar kejayaan, kami xlupe kpade penentu kejayaan, Allah... Study laaa ,bersengkang mate laaa .. tp jika kite xmerayu pada Allah agr dpt merasai nikmat tu, xjlnkan tnggungjwb yg Die dh amanahkan, maka jgn mimpi laa nk dpt kejayaan tu.. frankly speaking, mybe ad yg doubt my speech coz most chinese pandai2 and budak yg jrg pi surau or byk social prob, msti score byk lg kan... it's not about getting the top or become rich, or what so ever. but to me, Niat tu penting..n lau xdpt reach excellent result pon, bersyukurlah coz tu rezeki yg Allah bg kt awk.. n usaha awk tu diberkati Allah( by not forgetting Him( when studying) xperlu laaa nak sedih tahap gaban lau xpndai, xcantik n so on. my opinion is sume x kite xleh bawak kat akhirat nnt. biler kite sedih sgt, merayulah pade Allah..Die Maha Mndgr..jgn sedih sgt dgn keduniaan ni.. yg penting kumpul amal ibadat b4 be categorized to ahli neraka or syurga.. ye ye , msti ad org object my sayings coz kononnye, alaaa duniawi pon pnting, pljrn pon pnting coz nnt nk keje ape la ape la..rupe pon pnting coz nnt sape laaa nk klu muke xcntik and so on.. entahlaa, sy xtau nk convert into words regarding my understanding.. Sy ni xcantik pon, xpndai pon, study pon xhard mane pon, xbaik mane pon.Tp, everything related to Allah's  must be the utmost priority..sbb ape yg kite buat sume nye nnt depend on Allah die nak bg ke x.. kite xleh nak demand pon if kite xdpt 4.00 wlpon kite da bljar siang mlm kan ? So, bg org yg dekat dgn allah, iman kuat , diorg mybe xdepressed sgt dgn outcome yg die dpt in studying or what so ever.. coz they believe that Innalillahiwa'innalillahiraji'un which defined as Surely we belong to Allah and to Him shall we return .. makne nye, kecantikan kepandaian tu milik Allah.. no matter what , it would return to the Creator..   Tapi jgn silap phm plak, kut2 ad yg xnak study , n xnak usaha lgsung .. just doa je... wey doa tnpa usaha tu mane boleh weh !~ hidup ni kenalaa seimbang ! n lg satu, watch ur words. never say anything that menampakkan yg awk tu memperlekehkan kekuasaan Allah .. cthnye, aku doa byk kali dah , xjadi pon.Allah xnak dgr doa aku la tu. die bukan suke kat aku bla3.. please , never turn back from Allah.. husnuzon towards Him ! cepat atau lmbt, Allah akn fulfill kan.. tp depend la whether it suits wif u or not. Allah knows the best,,Dia da pikir pros and cons of the rezeki/obstacles to give to u.. So, just accept it n make use of it :)

ok, stakat ni dulu sesi ceramah dari saya..Smua yg buruk tu dtg dr sy n yg baik tu dr Allah S.W.T.. kite sume masih byk kurang dlm ilmu keakhiratan.. besides enhancing ur knowledges,y dont u top up also ur akhirat knowledge? k k k heeee..

sincerely Miss LOL

Wednesday, 17 July 2013

rindu setengah mati !


hello hello hello !!!

I'm back !! siyesly xsabar nak kongsi my life as a UNIVERSITIAN !!
I miss to write on my blog.I want to pour everything that wandering in my mind !!
sobs sobs. actually baru lepas nangis.. rindu giler kat pc, rindu kat kawan2 especially , rindu atmosphere kat asrama yg meriah.. rindu nak lompat, nak bising2, nak tegur org tnp kire kenal ke tak,,hiii..
but kat sini, it seems awkward if i behave like that coz well sume org dah grow older n only me yg masih awet mude. sobs !
tajuk tu actually my faveret lagu skang ni !! <3 


Okay, lets talk about UIA ! UIA Petaling Jaya.. ok first of all , I'm from engineering course and dapat 2 TAHUN.. hahahaha sedihkan ? lame tu.. degree mybe 3 or 4 tahun.but, think positive towards Allah.. He knows better and what is the best for us. So , I assume that I would discover a lot of knowledge here..

Back to main issue, IIUM / UIA is where I am now.. name ISLAM ANTARABANGSA kan.. but you guys  jgn pandang tinggi sgt or rendah sgt.. Well, org selalu ckp "UIA laa sgt.. tp x Islamik pon.. kat luar free hair, dlm je bertudung.. mcm2 laa.. n xkurang jgk yg takut nak masuk UIA sbb tkut nnt kluar jadi ustajah laa ape laa.. So, let us wash away the bad or nice things about UIA coz I'm gonna reveal the truth.. UIA is suitable for everyone tak kire laa yang alim ke yang perangai entah pape.yang xtutup aurat or tutup aurat.. masuk lah uia.. dijamin gembira..Emm, lets talk about the pros and cons living in IIUM.. harap2 jika ad pmbace ni dklgan budak UIA, jgn marah ekk coz I only share my opinion.. so jgn ambik hati  :p

PROS ~

personally, I think budak Kelantan lagilaa friendly compared to other states.. imagine laa time bkenal2 lan kitorg da bleh mingle easily.. tp lau bknalan dgn budak luar, diorg mcm x bg warm welcome pon..tapi alhamdulillah, dlm byk2 society ke kelas ke ape ke, my roomates are the best..coz they can adapt with me.. me? talkative, joker, laught a lot, clean is the first priority and all la..lau org knal ente, ente tahulaa yer.. :) 

but, it's different with my classmates.. Lau dgn girls, alhamdulillah coz otak diorang pon giler2 jugak.. yeay2 ! so xdelaa terpendam sgt bakat sy dlm ckp byk2.. hu. tp yg xbest nye pelajar laki. entahlaa.. diorang MALU nk tgur sy dlm kelas.. dhla SAYA sorang.. ok tu sgt laa xphm..coz girls lain diorang tgur plak.. so sy ade sorang je kawan laki which is my class representative, Syazwan.. So, xdelaa bosan sgt kehidupan ni.. haha..yelaa, dahla all the girls in my class fanatic kat korea, n me? phm2 jelaa. hny Izzue Islam dihati.. <3 so, terdiam sudah sy ni if topic korea hangat diperkatakan :/  Plus, budak2 kelas sy ni xdiscover lg kut yg sy ni byk ckp .. diorg xkenal lg sy ni jnis yg cemane.. so I'M BORED !

Alhamdulillah, kat sini ade solat berjamaah, ade usrah and byklaa jgk islamic knowledge yg di nurture kan..
ad bace al mulk before tido.. tp xde laa slalu.. tp kadang2 tu die pasang kat speaker.. n mostly sal islamic knowledge ni, it depends pade kite..Lau kite ase kite seek for it, we can join.. Lau xnak, xpew.. sbb tiade paksaan dalam Islam :) but to me, benda2 camtu susah nk dpt kat U lain. kite ni yg terpilih so why don't kite usahakan utk join it?btmbhlaa ilmu keakhiratan tu skit..xdela jakun sgt nnt. haha..

Makanan kt sni pon murah2.. Lau nasi n lauk je, rm 3.00 n lau tmbah sayur jadi rm3.50 .. murah kan? well.
emm ade wafer, burger, ade steamboat, ade roti canai, ade masakan panas , ade yee mee, ade kek, ade pavlova (ade bakery ok.. ) and cafe pon ade byk.. so , xdelaa bosan sgt mkn kt cafe same je.. bleh btukar2 selera. hiii..tapi kat sini korang won't find out food yg sedelicious mcm kat KELANTAN ~ kat sini ( cafe ) nasi goreng kampung xbyk kangkung,xbyk ikan bilis..nasi kerabu xde tumis ==' xde sambal belacan wey kat sini ==' Huwaaa... rindu makanan kt DS ( dewan selera kt asrama) .. kat sini, mkn kt kafe ( meja yg ade 4 krusi) or mkn lam bilik je.. rindu makan kt dewan sbb dpt mkn ramai2, ckp2 n meriah la ! hanye budak asrama je paham.. huuuuuuuuuuuu..... the benefits of eating together.. the joy we gained :'(

byk laaa jugak pros, nak ke kelas pon xjauh, pasar malam pon dekat,bas pon ade tnggu kt dpan pagar n mcmlaa... tp exsaited nak citer pasal cons nii hahaha..


CONS ~

boikot budak xpenah duk asrama ! haha xdela.. tp there's a lot of differences between boarding school students and daily school students ! and of course laaa budak boarding school lagi memahami n pro duduk kt asrama.. haha.. contohnye, diorang mcm xleh adapt lau nak masuk blik, kite ketuk n suh masuk.. lau org ckp masuk tu masuklaa .. ni x, imagine laa tiap kali org ketuk bilik sy, even sy kate MASUK MASUK MASUK, diorg xmasuk. so last2 kena turun katil double decker ni utk bukak pintu ! kononnye beradab la tu.. tp wey ni asrama laaa.. trylaa adapt bende gitu.. hmm.. 
satu lg toilet.. xde dah istilah AFTER AFTER.. even letak bakul kt depan tu, org masuk je -_- ..
paham ? haha..duduk dlm asrama/universiti ni , kite xleh selfish tau x ! ni sejadah pon bentang kt die sorang je.. lau kat asrama SHARING IS CARING ok !.. ha !satu lg, kbykan budak2 yg jrg jemaah kut kat surau, xreti2 nak rapat saf.. imagine laa smyg jemaah, tp sume jauh2, kononnye nak comfortable laa sgt. grr.. 
Ha, bilik kan berkongsi, so jgnlaa buat bilik tu mcm kite sorang je duduk.. baju kotor campak sana sini, sampah merate2.. grr..geram btul..ase blessed duk asrama coz xdelaa awkward sgt nk adapt buat itu ini.. 


Even UIA ni unversiti Islamik tp jgn khuatir coz orang2 nye xde laa 100% Islamik.. ade je yg pki tudung transparent, tudung singkat, xpki handsock, xpki sock , n mcm2 la.. sume nye bergantung pade diri sendiri.. kite sendiri kena evaluate yg mane baik n mane yg buruk.. so xdela kite tersasar drp Islam yg sbenar :) 
tp xdelaa social sgt..biase2 je. tp xteruk pon.. minor je yg camtu :) ade satu time ni , sy geram dgn sorang senior.. punyelaa best die duk bg tazkirah pasal aurat, usrah bla3, tibe2 die mention " sy xtaulaa budak mrsm ni tau x psl bende camni coz sy xpenah duk mrsm.. korang tau x usrah tu ape?*lebih kurang camtu laa tp berkait dgn agame.. giler geram kan? ko ingt mrsm ni xde penerapan agame langsung ke? huh. sy pon ckp *dok, mrsm bukey gitu* i mean, kitorg taula.. pastu , sep2 mrsm pc ni include me mcm benganglaa sbb MRSM kami sgt menekankan agame.. pki handsock, sarung kaki, solat dhuha, bace mathurat  usrah ,doa sblum bbuka, al mulk before tido.. kan ?????? ase mcm nak ckp je MRSM PC is better than UIA ! huh. hehehe. sory if i terlampau !

Haa ! Ape lagi ekk? emm , xramai pon budak kelantan kt sini.. emm actually, I think laki yg bkn kelantan lagi  baik kut.. hoohoo. rase2 laaa.. kos hidup kt KL ni mahal .. milo mahal , maggi mahal ,  byk laa yg mahal.. I mean harga benda2 camtu digandakan lagi.. haiyaaa...Ha !! kt asrama sy ni, ampaian die kecik je..ampaian kat koridor je.. xde pon ampaian kt bawah sinaran matahari tuuu.. asrama lain ad tp asrama sy laa xde.. hii..sorilaa lau merungut. tp nak citer kt korang je :) emm kt sini wi fi slow giler wey.. ni bilik kitorang share duit utk bli modem. tp lam bilik , connection tetap slow. haish !! belajar kt sni ok je. and yg pling penting x PACK mcm U lain.. even kitorg ad additional subjects which are English, Arabic and Computer.. Emm , kat sini sgt lain kt mrsm PC.. emm tu je kut.

All said and done, I MISS MY HOMETOWN N FORMER SCHOOL , MRSM PENGKALAN CHEPA so much ! 

p/s  : Ss , Ety, Jiji, Kubih, Dibah, Mai, Dijoh, Epaa, Belon. Momoi, Ee munk , Rina my classmates , my roomates , I miss you all. ase mcm kat U ni, xde org  pon yg bleh disamakan dgn korang.. yg dpt gelak same2, makan same2, jalan same2, n sumenye BERSAMA SAMA.. xde lg.. lau ade pon tp x often.. disini sy nk ckp sy sayang sangat kat korang n sedih sgt kite sume xde sorang pon smua !!!! muahh muahh :'( sgt besyukur dpt bkwan ng korang. miss you guys ! i miss our childishNess !

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sincerely Miss LOL