FRIEND IS NOT BEST FRIEND YET?
Dalam bahasa melayu nye kawan bukan kawan baik lagi..
he3,actually I was forced by a feeling of *not comfortable* with someone..
okay,not me only..coz I am sure that any of you face this matter too..
part of you maybe,only *the chosen one* kot..like me.. :3
for instance,I got 1000+ friends in facebook * mind your heart,don't ever think that I am proud of that..never. :D
continue..eventhough I got 1000+ friends in facebook,but I only wait ,chat and comment with my best friends/close friends...
In that social website, I knew a girl..Well,we just become friend through facebook..
but, I can feel that she wants to be more close with me..coz whenever I online,
she doesn't greet me first,but I got instinct that she wants me to start it first
*see how perasan I was..
So, I made up my mind to not Greet her as I wish..
actually, not made up my mind but I got lots of best friends to chat with.. :/
so sorry,if I got free time I would do so actually,greeting you my dear..
*she admitted that she waited for me to greet,but it was a long time ago*
one month or two months ago*
you know what, I think I was wrong for getting to know her..
I don't know that she feels *comfort with me..
and I feel guilty that I might get her hurt one day..sooner or later,or I already HAD..
actually, I HAD..
one fine day, I had asked her in my own way which made her so sincere to me
actually,she is always sincere or *jujur dooh*..
she told dat, I seldom greeted her in facebook nowadays n bla3..
and u know,I always easily get affected with *guilty* feelings.
Don't u feel guilty?
"someone is waiting for u to online and greet her*
me =guilty and grrr..
it made me felt *OMG ! she is online? what must i do? what topics should we blabbered today?*
this is hard for me, I feel pity not to treat her nicely.
If only she knows that she actually *torturing mentally*
my mental ! I got lots of thing to do,lots of things to think ! lots of things to surf!
and then............ she chatted..
*buzy ek?xpela otu dlu salam* kind of that.. hurm..
so, level up ! *level of guilty*
(sy tau die sunyi yg sebonar2x nyer :/ ) terase diri ni kejam nk taip entry nih!
DEAR FRIEND,
me,actually not a really good friend,not really a good girl and mostly,not really a good Muslimah.
but I always want people surrounding me to feel comfortable and happy when be with me..
I don't feel any trouble if you greet me or I greet you,
but it can't be always or everyday coz I am a normal person..
sometimes, I got lack of ideas,topics to talk or something to be shared..
if you pop up idea,insha Allah I am wiling to elaborate it coz I am elaborater..lalala
I am not a recognised story-teller that hardly lack of infos.
I am just Ain Irdina that ......
that......
that.......
that....
that....
that what? * blank ! jammed !
if i know you well or you know me well, we could be more close right?
seems that my entry tonite resembles that I don't like new friend? new stranger?
oh no,not exactly.
what I am telling you guys actually, if you want to ask a FRIEND to become BEST FRIEND..
there is no SHORCUT.. the feeling* of BEST would come in heart automatically..
not SELF-MADE.. hurmm.. So, don't hurt yourself *terase ape kot bi!* stress ..
jangan terase kalau sy tak tegur if awak online seharian..
and sy tak reply chat awak after2x kite tengah syok chat..
and sy abaikan awak seketika..
sila fahami saya..saya ni kadang2x xtau nak reply..lau saye reply LOL jew.
awak kate one word je? awak pon sedih..so it is better for me to not say LOL.. ?
hurm susah kan nak jaga hati orang.. :'( tapi saya dah cuba sedaya upya gigih bla3x..
maybe you see ,find out that I am friendly ( me<< friendly??????)
okay forget about it.. You should realised also that if you want to add up a friend you must know her lifestyle,her dislike and her like..
okay STOP IT Aeyn..you may hurt her or anyone..
saye xnak kehilangan kawan atau kawan baik..saye rela hilang boyfriend n mmg sy da kehilangan boyfriend pon..lalalala boyfriend bleh cari lagi..tp kawan? maybe it will not be the same as your missing friend :')
Saye ni berbicare cam ade je org *terhegeh2x* nak kawan ngan saye..
*giler perasan nak mampos*
this *cerita ats2x* not only happen to me..but it happen to my friend..
ni citer pasal kawan sy plak,tp die bukan senasib dengan sy. die yang buat..hahaa
PEMANGSA: kak bedah
MANGSA: kak ton (mangsa tu mcm sy la,we feel the same)
Kak Bedah ni tny la sy, nape ngan kak ton ,semakin menjauh dari die..nape benci sangat kat die..msg xbalas..call x angkat..( gaya cam xdilayanla k?)
So, I asked her cane boleh jadi gitu?
Kak Bedah citer yg die ni nak sangat rapat ngan kak Ton.sebab kak Ton layan die ngan baik mase mula2x kenal dulu.. (tgk,die misunderstand kak Ton)
tapi sejak akhir2 ni kak Ton ade orang lain dah ,iaitu kak Tie(bukan name sebenar)
kirenye macam kak Tie ni pengganti die.. (well I think no,coz mmg diorang rapat sejak azali n kak Bedah je yg xtau)
kak Bedah ni stress sgt sbb xdiendahkan until kak Ton msg die
ni isi2x msg kak Ton ke kak Bedah yg ditaip ke saye..*pnjg relation*
#delete semua pasal kak Ton lam memori kak Bedah
#buang sume mende yang kait
#delete no die..
( ok kak Ton ni xmacam saye coz die terkam kak Bedah *jujur dooh* die dah rimas sgt,critical )
tapi lam situasi ni,sian jugak kat kak Bedah.. tapi saye tau maybe kak Ton rimas dengan die..
yelaaaa kak Ton tu dah ad bff.. dhla ad sorang dah yg dengki nga bff kak Ton coz rapat sgt..
ditambah plak dgn kak Bedah..mane tak serabut nye..
Congrats to kak Ton tersebut sebab digilai ramai.. -_- tapi seriously berat dugaan die..
tak tau antara due..
-_- the example above xde niat nak ngumpat ke hape ke but as a moral of the story..
ade moral tak citer aku tuh????
MORALNYE, persahabatan bukan paksaan.. Tolong jangan asyik suruh orang jer faham diri kite, take a short moment to understand them..please la.. jangan selfish sangat.. kite hidup BERMASYARAKAT.
lau kau nak sangat jual ikan , berkawanlah dengan ikan :P
ok jahatnyer aku..tak2x.. lau nak kawan n kawan lebih rapat, slow down..jangan rushing..tak kemana nye die..tapi ,jangan sekali kali berfikir untuk jadi replacement kawan baik die..Ade paham?
yelaa jangan la exsaited dooh nak kawang sampai sanggup robek robekkan persahbatan diorang yang dah lame terjalin..en en ?
p/s : ss dan ety especially jgn terasa name anda digunakan.. yadda yadda..name kak bedah n kak tie tuhh :p
