Kalau sayang , ape buktinyer????

talking about *sayang* , have you ever wonder * Loving without proof * ???????

emm emm xde kan? hehehe..

al kisah nye camni,

mase tu petang, dlm kete (one family) nk mkn kt kedai la kirenyer.. mase nk order mknan tu, my dad xorder..die ckp nk tumpang2 mknan kami je..n mase duk tunggu mknan tu, die duk ckp fon psl tempah (gulai serati n ayam kampung).. *pelik2 ayah aq ni.. then die pon tny my mum , nk bg mknan tu dlm ape? (dlm tupperware or paperbag)? mule2 my mum kate la tupperware. so die pon pegi la sorang2 naik keta smate2 nk cari tupperware tu. die pegi sorang2 even my mum suh bwk sorang coz takut die pitam (he is not well :'(  lame sgt die pergi...... smpai2 mknn pon tggl sikit je.. n die dtg tu,xsempat mkn .. terus rushing nk gi airport, nk antar sume mende tu (gulai2) ke airport , coz boss die yg mane entah nk buat balik mende tu -_- .. or nk mkn terus kot time tu.. 
(jgn slhkan die sbb workaholic. this is a proof that he works hard for his family )
soo.. my dad yg xmkn sjak tgh hari tu pergi ke airport leaving us kt pantai timur dlu..
then lpas magrib, die baru dtg ke pntai timur to fetch us. lame kan nk melayan kerenah bos yg nk board airplane nih -_- .. mase duk ats kete tu , my mum yg drive.. coz die kate die nk pitam dh ni. pening giler sbb xmkn.. soooooo kami ke kedai mkn.. mkn22222.. mase nak naik kete tu, I saw his difficulty to walk to the car.. mcm xlarat sgt.. jalan pon pgg bahu my mum. I knew he was exhausted..

SUPERDAD !!! :*

mase duk atas kete tuh....

I was thinking thoroughly about my dad's sacrifices that maybe we can't see clearly .. -_-
contohla yer, mcm my adik bongsu tu, nmpak sgt die syg kt my mum lebihh compared to my dad..
hahahaha.. even sy nmpak jelas my dad sgt manjekan/ sygkan die.
even spenat2 die balik keje, if ahmad ckp nk beli gule2, die sanggup kuar mlm nk beli.
teringt plak mase hari jumaat, mase tu otw balik dr pasir mas n supermarket, mase nk smpai rumah tu, 
Ahmad pon ckp * Papa, nak makan pisang..* ayh sy pon katela nape baru ckp, nape xckp mase kt supermarket.. die pon kate ,  mase kt tesco ahmad dh tgk , xde .. 
actually, Ahmad ni even die kecik tp ade je die nk jawab -_- 
xsangka plak, my dad gi U turn just to get the pisang..
geram btul ! mase tgk Ahmad n my mum turun nk beli pisang kt kedai tepi jalan tu, sy pon ckp la
* boo monyet nk mkn pisang *
my dad pon ckp * biarla .. die lame doh tu nk mkn pisang *
grrr.. so I was thinking, aq mcm ni xdlu? lau aq nk , aq dpt xdlu? I can't memorize it..but I knew my dad..
die mcm Superdad.. lau mende tu xluar jangkaan, die akn usaha la nk dptkan.. 
cth satu lg, Mia dlu die nangis sbb rindu sgt kt femily mase duk Tumpat.. die nk sgt my dad buat rayuan utk gi mrsm Pc.. don't get me wrong.. mase tu, mmg mase budak2 f4 pakat buat rayuan blake.. so Mia is one of them.. yelaa. sy pon geram jgk kt Mia sbb nangis sbb bende tu.. tu baru Tumpat.. Lau nk difikirkan balik, sy ni kire ok la xmerungut dlu .. dlu mase, sy f2 till awal2 f4, my family lived in Kuantan. xpernah outing n balik cuti sem gitu bru balik.. tp yelaa maybe sy ng Mia ni lain.. sy kakak n die adik. So, sy pon perlula memhami jiwa org muda :) 

PAPA !!
I'm so touched :'(

ok2 ! nk sambung *termenung-an * kt ats kete td ....
pastu sy pon teringat la kt kawan2 sy yg xpakai tudung / xtutup aurat..
I was thinking, dieorang ni xnak tutup aurat mybe sbb rase rambut tu cantik sgt n bla3..
di sudut lain, die tak fikir ke yg dosa die tu turut disalurkan kt ayah die?
even ayah die dh meninggal / alim sekalipon, he would shoulder ur sins ..
sape yg kate die tu *anak bapak* la .. rapat ngan *ayah* la, prove it ! not just in action ( peluk, care or etc ) but bear in mind about pahal dosa. xkan yg tu pon xleh fikir !!!!

SEDAR SEDAR LA YER..
JANGAN PENTINGKAN DIRI SENDIRI !

yelaaa. kate sayang.. peluk cium segale bg kt ayah kite.. 
tapi dlm sudut lain, kite xfikir for incoming hereafter/akhirat..
adakah kasih sayang kite trhdp ayh kite masih berkekalan? proved?
bygkan mase akhirat nnt, ayah yg kite syg selame ni.. yg xhenti2 keje coz nk support kluarga kiter..
nak bg anak2 xrase hidup susah mcm die dlu. :'( tp ape yg kite balas? tanpa kite sedar, kite yg menghumbankan die ke neraka. diseksa dgn azab yg pedih :'(.. Nauzubillah.. 

dun get this point wrong, bukn nk ckp org yg xtutup aurat tu xtanggung dosa..dosa yg dibebani kaum bapa is kecuaian mereka tidak mendidik dgn sempurna.tapi kalau die dh sehabis mungkin bg didikan suh tutup aurat, tp anak tu masih xtutup jgk.. die dah terlpas dosa tu.. sbb hidayah ditangan Allah.for more infos, click http://lobaitampin.blogspot.com/2012/01/bapasuami-tanggung-dosa-anakisteri.html

Lau korang ponder about this matter, mmg korang akn rase sgt menyesal n takut sgt.. takut nk kuar rumah..
takut la.. n lebih behave :) .. sedarilah akn pengorbanan ayah sejak kite kecil lg until kite 18 tahun ni.
bukan nk suh xsyg ibu , tp korang tu jgn abaikan ayah jugak. even die x selembut hati ibu, tp deep in his man's heart , he loves his children :') ...
so kaum Hawa ! be a good Muslimah dat give a relief for parents not only in world , but also in hereafter ;)
itulah bukti yg sbenar2 nyer ..

#peringatan untuk sy jugak .. lau slh, jgn marah.. sekadar mlepaskan geram di hati..

Sexy itu up-to-date?
well we would see it,
nnt kat akhirat pakaian sape pling TOP !

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sincerely Miss LOL

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