maturity phase maybe?

Assalamualaikum evelybody... i hope its not toooo late to share about my last year's problem that continued until today.. yeah! ape lg mslh sy slain drp mslh jerawat !! I tstarted when i began my short sem which was at 14/11/2013 mybe.. yup ! maal hijrah time tu... awal2 oke lgi.. when suddenly i found out physics was difficult. well actually xsepayah math. maaflaa kpd readers yg find out those subjects were as easy as abc, but to me I cant really carry on with them. Hurmm. + on that particular sem, i faced a problem.. A ? theres a guy, well someone's boyfriend maybe that i bumped intoo.. well, i know it sounded mcm perampas kan? erghhhh... iyea sounds cruel but. imma not the one that bumped. we both bumped.. sigh*.. at the same time, his gf also got probs and kununnye hbungan dah dihujung tanduklaa kan?????? i thought so but suddenly hancur musnah.. lain kli please dont give hope to me, if u dont exactly know the ending part. they manage to fix everything back to normal.. Soo.. do u know what i felt at that moment? when a person that we like, asked us to wait, but all of sudden ask us to move on? okay bai..then we lost contact for a month gittew.. memang muke iolls teruk tahap ape.but dont worry, i was fine :) xsuke sedih lelame pade benda yg xleh diundur balik.So, bhagia hidupppppppppppp.. i just concetrated on physics and muke yg bmslh ni.. byk giler produk gune. tukar itu tukar ini..

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~SAFI MENTIMONNNNNNNNN (rm7.90)
yer sy akui rmai yg gune kate makin elokkan? so sbb tulaa sy try mende alah ni.siap beli toner+pelembap bagai. tp muke makin teruk..i thought it was just the beginning. but no !!!! xlangsung.. hergh... pastu break 2minggu xpki cuci muke,cuci dgn kulit rambai jer. tp muke constant jer.. tetap mcm buah delima.. merah merekah gitu.bkn bibir okay? hahaha

~SABUN BERAS (rm5.00 for 2 ketul)
hahaha.. yg ni cik ety yg pki.sooo disbabkan pengenn bangat jelita kayakk ety, putih halus mulus gittew.sumber dr review2 pon kate ok.. so pakailaa kite.. oh not forget, mlm2 sy pki mundisari+air mawar. mustika ratu wey ~!! !! (mundisari rm 4.40 , air mawar rm3.40 ) die tu mcm kulit rambai laa tp wangi lg. ni kwn yg suggest, based on her experience wearing that stuffs, sabun beras ni i think okelaa. xincrease jrwt. tapi xbg effect langsung !!!!! hangenlaaa hambe nye.. i want something that give effect.kononnye thun baru wajah baru ! nak jgk merasa jd kulit licin neyhhh.. sedih ar.. dhla org xbkenan kt kite, lpas xbkenan he caused a lot of acnes. sigh* ahhh xlupe jgk, beli krim organic aid lepas rina pomote dpt ilang parut (rm14.90 ) gilerrr2.... sume krane nk kikis jrwt.dhla xdpt elaung !

~NOUR AIN SKINCARE (rm 48 + rm 25) 
yg ni amalina pki. lau tgk muke die, yeah mmg good effect laa. seriously berkesan. so i tryyy again. melabur almost hundred dis time coz i remembered what she said "benda mahal lar jadi" hoho.. fine, slame ni i nak murahh je n nk cpat comel. cehh. btw, i used dis product on 28/12/2013 which was my birthday hekhek.. xde kaitan tp ingtlaa tarikh so that bleh tgk bfore after. hihi.. so far this product tlh cure kan my acne. tggl parut je wey !!! tp parut tu byk laa wey.. sedih wey.. dhla lmbt nk hilang erghhhh... parut merah ade hitam ade. sume ade. xcumel lg laaa :'( nnt nk bli bedak nk tutup kehudosan ini. xpenah lg pki bedak kt muke sbb takot tampung. phm x tampung tu ape. huhu.. haaa, produk ni ade 4 bende which are toner, soap, night cream and day cream. night cream die kecik giler wey.. almaklumlaaaa set trial pny hurmmmm.. xde pitih nk bli yg besar. beratus2 lg laaa gamaknye. :'( friends plis pray for my recovery..

p/s : a bless add up in my life when that guy returns to me after all time waiting LOL .. a never-happen miracle right? :p syukur2 .. but tak semudah itu, i had to shoulder some other challenges which was explaining to his ex. ok bai. cant tell everything coz it is too privacy :)

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sincerely Miss LOL

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