Monday, 3 November 2014

im so glad to have you

Im so glad to have you.
Im so glad to be your daughter.
Im so glad that you are my father.




Everyone has their own dad right? No matter how you address him, he is the first guy that you met when you open your eyes .

xkuat sbnrnye nak tlis psl papa, sbb tu xde lg entri psl die sbb sy xkuat. yer sy akn brenti utk lap hingus, genyeh mate. bkn ayt hiperbola ke ape. you will face it when u re in my situation  :)

Sume org ade ayah. tp stiap org ad ayah lain2.. ade tuu, yg contact ayh die just utk mintak duit je. ade tuu contact ayh sbb nk suh ambik kt skolah or whateva. ade jgk yg xcare pon psl die coz they love their mum much better. selalu kite prhati org mention syg ibuu je.. sbbnyer, diorg kate ayh diorg keje je, n jnis yg xtny kbr cmtu. well u know that kind of father.. anak2 biasenye akn kol their mother, telling everything and most of the things in their life are shared to their mum . sehingga die terlupe die sbnrnye ade ayah. bkn ibu je.. hargailah ayahmu. xrugi pom suwit suwit dgn ayah sndiri :D

alhamdulillah, sy dikurniakan parents yg due2 care psl sy. yg sgttttttttttt penyayang. and to be honest is, my father is my mother too. they are just the same. due2 caring, due2 funny. and i know and i can feel that my father love mee soo much.. tp cara diorg tnjukkan kasih syg lain. so i wanna share my happiness of having my dad coz he is such the sweetest guy ever to me..

dari sy duduk asrama sejak form1 lg, he's the one who calls me everyday tak kire siang malam. dgn die la sy bgyut tiap hari kt tangga. sape yg jd rumet sy, will know dgn sape sy otp slalu. mama jarang kol.msg pon jarang. tp lau papa kol mase kt rumah, ade la mama selit2 ckp ng sy. tp most of the time, i talk with papa. ya allah sedihnye hny allah yg tau sbb my phone is no longer functioning for getting call sbb sokmonye papa je yg kol.. bkn sy nk mama kol pon haha tp papa lg byk topik lau nk otp. mama ni die more pnyayang kt rumah. lau mase bjauhan, papa won . lau xkol pon, mmg papa sntiase wassap.antr gmbr die selfi mase dialisis, antr gmbr mknan die. or antr gmbr mama if time tu diorg lunch together.lau papa xkol haritu or xwassap, yes there must be something wrong with him.ade skali tu die xkol, and i wassaped him , called him. and he told me dia demam. sian papa.. yer, mase papa kt kemboja pon papa wassap lg sy on his first day there.antr gmbr kt lobi hotel. n die kate die rase xsehat sbb temperature tinggi. hari2 lps tu, sy wassap lg tp xberbls. and i remembered i wassaped him " pa bkpo xbls?kuat shopping teh" something like that la sbb papa xbls. tu pelik tu. sbb papa ni waktu keje ke, outstation ke, pegi vietnam ke, hat nyai ke. he's always keep in touch with me.. rindunye !!!!!!!!!!! n tu la moment pling sedih sbb die demam teruk rupenye mase tu :(

sejak duk uia , so dikira berjauhan la kan dr family sbb umah kt kelantan. papa selaluuu je tny bile cuti bile cuti bile cuti. sibukk die nk belikan tiket flight. bknnye tiket bas . tiket flight. ade tu pernah tiket flight rm89, die kate murah. sy ni mmg jenis yg berkire skit. sbb tiket flight pernah ade rm49 lau nk blik kb kan.so sy prefer naik bas lg la if flight rm89 tuh..tp die tetap nk suh naik flight. sbb katenye jimat mase, bleh jumpe cepat. sape tak terharu kan. haih.. yer, sy slalu terharu dgn his actionsss..biler hbis cuti jer,, keesokannye msti tny cuti bilo pulok... n lau die dtg kl pon, msti die suh dtg tmpt die ad keje tu sbb nk jmp. die xreti dtg uia n xsempat pon nk tgk uia :'(. sy xkan lupe saat ini biler mlm tu sy naik bas n mase almost nk smpai tu fon mati sbb xde bateri.. smpi je kt stesen tuuu, sy pon kol mama gune public. mama pon ckp " papa xdok ko tu?adik dk stesen mano? papa g duo2 stesen doh siap trtido lg" kt kb ade due stesen. satu kt kota bharu and satu lg kt tesco. due2 nye jauh. bknnye dekat.so lps sy kol papa, papa pon amik sy dr bandar ke area tesco tu.. papa xde kate pape pon. siap ajak nk breakfast lg. as usual, syla peneman die mkn. tu pon naseb baik awake. lau hari2 biase, kdg2 xnyempat nk teman sbb xbgun lg. sorry pa.and dluuu sy xpenah sempat pon nk berlame2 kt stesen bas or airport sbb he will be there before i arrive at k.b.. sukenyer ya allah, rindu saat tu..and lps papa xde tu, mama amik kt stsen bas. mase duk tunggu mama tu, sy nanges je sbb tringt kt papa. and lps masuk kete, bgtau mama yg sy rinduu. mama pon tenangkan sy n ckp sorry takdi jammed. mmg mase tu jammed la.. and last cuti yg sy jumpe papa kt kb tu,sy ingt lg.. hari tu hari ahad.. flight sy kul 3 or 4 something la.. so sy pon tny la "pa, sapo yg antr ain arini? . papa pon jwb "papa lah" . "papa xkijo ko? " "papa amik cuti sbb nk duduk ng ain la. nnt ain nk g doh arini" . hahaha aku senyum jee. happy sgt. tp malang sgt sbb even die cuti ahad tu, die ade hal plak. kena pgi mne plak. so mase nk antr sy tu, die xlarat. die trtido. so mama antr. sempat salam n cium je kt bilik die. pa, ain rindu sgt papa... tlg rindu ain jugok pa.. ain sedih sgt papa xdok :'(

To be continued with more entries about my dad. dah basah sgt ni.takot mama perasan plak anak die nangis. ain kuat ain kuat.


sincerely Miss LOL

1 comment:

  1. kubih i cried . ya Allah tabah la kubih . be strong okay . doa sokmo ko pa awk (yes i know you always do)

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